Derealization
Derealization: A Restless Mind's Unspoken Echoes
Lyrics
Push me far away
Feeling pushed away or distant from someone or something.
I couldn't explain what you did to me
Unable to articulate the impact of the other person's actions on oneself.
Make sense to simply just part ways
Suggesting a decision to separate as a solution that makes sense.
Hardly ever rest all I need is
Struggling to find rest, emphasizing the need for sleep.
to get some sleep
Highlighting the desire for much-needed sleep.
There hardly missing me
Implying a sense of being overlooked or not missed by others.
Caus when I get out of bed
Feeling physically and emotionally drained upon waking up.
My body feels dead
Expressing a persistent feeling of lethargy or lifelessness.
Always needing to leave
Constantly feeling the urge to depart or escape.
Ima torn restless freak
Describing oneself as a restless and torn individual.
And inside my dark head
Internally, thoughts are dark and not expressive.
There's nothing much said
Inside the mind, there's a lack of significant communication or expression.
But you
A shift in focus, possibly towards a specific person (you).
There's nothing much said but you
Emphasizing the importance of the person (you) despite the lack of words.
Just a restless freak
Reiterating the restless and unconventional nature of the speaker.
Already so tired of what can make me sleep
Expressing weariness towards things that usually bring sleep.
Derealization at its peak
Describing a heightened state of derealization, a feeling of detachment from reality.
Left me in the dust when you had all the trust in me
Feeling abandoned despite having trust placed in the speaker.
Why are you rushing me
Questioning the urgency or impatience of the other person.
Now when I get out of there
Anticipating unpreparedness for what comes next.
I won't be prepared
Expecting a lack of readiness after leaving a situation.
Somebody must beat me
Suggesting competition or someone surpassing the speaker.
The parties bust be free
Desiring freedom or release from restrictive situations.
They said
Referring to advice or statements from others.
I never really had the gut to go
Admitting a lack of courage or determination to take a certain path.
I never really had the gut to go
Reiterating a hesitance or reluctance to take a particular action.
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