Spiral
Spiral of Despair: Unveiling the Turmoil Within
Lyrics
Somethings not clicking right inside What is wrong with me
Expressing internal discomfort and confusion about oneself.
I feel so strange
Feeling unusual or out of the ordinary.
Everybody wants to know
Curiosity about what others want to understand about the singer.
Whats inside my mind today
Questioning the contents of the singer's mind at the moment.
Hate
Expressing strong feelings of hate and rejection from others.
No one ever loved you
-Hate
-No one fucking needs you
-Hate
-No one even miss you if you weren't here tomorrow
-I only feel alive when Im dying
Finding a sense of purpose or vitality in challenging or dangerous situations.
Give in to me give in to me
Desiring control and satisfaction by witnessing the pain or suffering of others.
I want to watch you bleed
-Give in to me give in to me
-Somebody wake me up from this nightmare
-Give in to me give in to me
Reiterating the desire for control and satisfaction while expressing hatred.
I want to watch you bleed
-Give in to me give in to me
-Everything that I fucking Hate
-Give in to me
Continuation of the desire for control and dominance.
Something tells me that im not okay
Suspecting personal issues or mental struggles.
Everybody keeps telling me to turn around and mind my own buisness
Receiving advice to focus on personal matters rather than others.
I cant
Expressing difficulty in coping, maintaining silence, self-reflection, and self-acceptance.
Deal with this anymore
-I cant
-Keep my mouth shut
-I cant
-Look in the mirror
-I cant
-Be fucking me
-I am not ok
Open admission of emotional distress.
Give in to me give in to me
Repetition of the desire for control and the urge to escape a nightmarish situation.
I want to watch you bleed
-Give in to me give in to me
-Somebody wake me up from this nightmare
-Give in to me give in to me
Continued expression of the desire for dominance and differentiation from others.
I want to watch you bleed
-Give in to me give in to me
-I'll never be you
-No
Rejection of conforming to others' expectations.
Give in to me
-No
-Give in to me
-Broking mind
Describing a shattered state of mind, life, and heart, accompanied by tears and a sense of abandonment.
Broken Life
-Broking heart
-Tear filled eyes
-Broken heart
-Left to die
-Give in to me
Final emphasis on succumbing to hatred as a response to inner turmoil and external rejection.
Give in to hate
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