Sorry, I Made it Weird
Navigating Chaos: An Anthem of Self-Reflection by Heavy Metal Chess Club
Lyrics
Imogen, I'm getting rowdy
Expressing rowdiness or excitement to Imogen
Navigating crowded afterparty's
Navigating through crowded afterparties
Getting way too loud
Becoming too loud in the party environment
Is there anybody else around at all
Questioning the presence of others in the vicinity
Unengaged in chaotic festivals
Not participating actively in chaotic festivals
Cutting off your alcohol
Advising moderation in alcohol consumption
Imogen, I'm feeling anxious
Expressing anxiety to Imogen
Overwhelmed and kinda selfish
Feeling overwhelmed and somewhat selfish
Not enough space for all the air
Not enough space, possibly referring to emotional space
Is there any way to get out of here
Desiring an escape from the current situation
I'm overthinking this
Repeating the theme of overthinking and self-criticism
I'm overthinking this
-Stupid shit!
-I'm overthinking this
-I'm overthinking this
-Stupid shit!
-I'm overthinking this
Continuation of overthinking and frustration
Now I feel my soul is empty
-Washing up on beaches drag me
-Somewhere deep down underground
-I can't be hurt if not found
-I bet you didn't think about that
-I'm so tired of being vulnerable
-For everyone I didn't know
-I could take rejection of my lie
-But not of who I am inside
-I'm overthinking this
-I'm overthinking this
-Stupid shit!
-I'm overthinking this
-I'm overthinking this
-Stupid shit!
-I'm overthinking this
Reiteration of overthinking
And you said it wasn't the time or place
Recalling a conversation about timing, rejection, and solitude
And you spoke as something leaked from your face
-And you said I'd find somebody else someday
-And I choose the worst way to hear what you had to say
-And I spent the next days alone
-And I kept waiting for a buzz from my phone
-And I thought this would happen again
-Cause I choose the worst way to hear what you said
-And I choose the worst way to hear what you said
Reflecting on the choice of a painful way to receive information
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