Lyrics
You get a taste of your own medicine
You are experiencing the consequences of your own actions.
A spoonful of sugar won't help, no
Traditional remedies or sweet gestures won't solve the issues.
'Cause I've been acting like a gentleman
The speaker acknowledges past behavior as a gentleman.
You give me adrenaline
You provide excitement or intensity to the speaker.
No I'll never fit, yeah
The speaker feels like an outsider or doesn't belong.
It's another day and my pills won't swallow themselves or killed
The speaker struggles with taking prescribed pills, possibly related to mental health.
From lack of urgency filled with scripts I never could spill
Scripts (prescriptions) are challenging to fulfill due to a lack of urgency.
I know if I keep on going I'ma die-die-die-die-die
Continuing a certain path may lead to self-destruction.
Mixing potions got me floating til' it's bye-bye-bye-bye-bye
Experimenting with substances makes the speaker feel detached from reality.
I can't dive into the ocean 'less you save my life this time
The speaker needs external intervention to prevent a negative outcome.
You know I never meant to say goodbye-bye-bye
Expressing regret for previous goodbyes.
I know if I keep on going I'ma die-die-die-die-die
Reiteration of the potential for self-destruction.
Mixing potions got me floating til' it's bye-bye-bye-bye-bye
Continued exploration of substances leading to detachment.
I can't dive into the ocean 'less you save my life this time
Dependency on external help to avoid a harmful situation.
You know I never meant to say goodbye-bye-bye
Regret for unintended goodbyes.
'Cause I've been smoking too much I ain't drinking enough
Excessive smoking and insufficient drinking contribute to the speaker's issues.
I've been on the line and you just ringing my trust
The speaker feels betrayed while attempting to maintain trust.
Last year I was hoping that I could turn into dust
A desire to escape life's difficulties by turning into "dust" or disappearing.
Resurrecting those feelings just to show what I've done
Resurfacing past emotions to showcase personal growth or change.
When I can't get it right
Struggling to find the right path or make the right decisions.
You know what is on my mind
The speaker's thoughts are evident to others.
Get it, bounce, Falcon nine
Action or escape represented by a reference to the Falcon 9 rocket.
Put it on my- on my mind
Repetition of the speaker's thoughts on their mind.
Eventually hate everything that I write, sike
Eventually disliking one's own creations or expressions.
'Cause it puts all of my scars in the light, right
The speaker's art exposes personal scars and vulnerabilities.
And all my struggles becoming my life, yeah
Struggles and challenges have become integral to the speaker's life.
I gotta get out of here or I'ma die
A sense of urgency to escape a detrimental situation.
I know if I keep on going I'ma die-die-die-die-die
Reiteration of the risk of self-destruction.
Mixing potions got me floating til' it's bye-bye-bye-bye-bye
Substances continue to provide an escape, risking detachment.
I can't dive into the ocean 'less you save my life this time
External intervention is needed to prevent harm.
You know I never meant to say goodbye-bye-bye
Expressing regret for unintended goodbyes.
I know if I keep on going I'ma die-die-die-die-die
Reiteration of the potential for self-destruction.
Mixing potions got me floating til' it's bye-bye-bye-bye-bye
Continued exploration of substances leading to detachment.
I can't dive into the ocean 'less you save my life this time
Dependency on external help to avoid a harmful situation.
You know I never meant to say goodbye-bye-bye
Regret for unintended goodbyes.
Bye
Repetition of "bye" symbolizing a farewell or departure.
I did- didn't wanna say
Reluctance to express certain thoughts or feelings.
No
Absolute denial or refusal.
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