Favorite Fix
Addiction's Embrace: Losing Control, Seeking Redemption
Lyrics
I'm losing my edge my reflection turning white
I feel like I'm losing my uniqueness, and my reflection appears pale.
Like a ghost that's in the mirror it keeps haunting me tonight
Similar to a haunting ghost in the mirror, a troubling presence lingers tonight.
And as I lose my self control
As I lose control over myself.
I'm caught up in disaster
I find myself entangled in a situation of chaos and distress.
Into the unknown
Heading into the unknown.
I move a little faster
I am increasing my pace or making decisions quickly.
You know that in the end (you're my favorite)
Emphasizing that the person being referred to is the speaker's favorite.
I'll relapse again (you're my favorite)
Expectation of a recurrence of negative behavior or habits.
I'm down to my old tricks
I'm reverting to my old habits or ways.
You're my favorite fix
The person being addressed is the speaker's preferred solution or distraction.
When I come down I cant replace this feeling
Upon coming down from a high, there's an inability to replace the pleasurable sensation.
I'm falling to my knees and
Falling to the knees, possibly expressing a sense of surrender or vulnerability.
I'm sweatin' cause I'm feelin' I need it
Feeling anxious or nervous because of a perceived need for something.
As I lost my self control
Reiterating the loss of self-control.
It's self defeating
The act of losing control is counterproductive or self-defeating.
Its left me all alone
Feeling abandoned or isolated as a consequence.
And now I know the reason
Discovering the cause or rationale behind the situation.
You know that in the end (you're my favorite)
Reiteration of the person being the speaker's favorite.
I'll relapse again (you're my favorite)
Anticipating a repetition of relapsing behavior.
I'm down to my old tricks
Returning to previous detrimental behaviors or actions.
You're my favorite fix
The person being referred to is the speaker's preferred remedy or distraction.
I've come to grips that I am falling in so deep
Acceptance of the deep and immersive nature of a challenging situation.
There's no residence to what pulls me out of reach
No clear solution exists to pull the speaker out of this profound experience.
I am a victim a product of an addiction
Identifying as a victim, a result of being addicted.
Locked in the system and there's no escape
Feeling trapped within a system with no apparent escape.
You know that in the end (you're my favorite)
Reiteration of the person being the speaker's favorite.
I'll relapse again (you're my favorite)
Expectation of a recurrence of negative behavior or habits.
Well I'm down to my old tricks
Continuing with old habits or actions.
You're my favorite fix
The person being referred to is the speaker's preferred remedy or distraction.
You know that in the end (you're my favorite)
Reiteration of the person being the speaker's favorite.
I'll relapse again (you're my favorite)
Anticipating a repetition of relapsing behavior.
I'm down to my old tricks
Returning to previous detrimental behaviors or actions.
Well I'm down to my old tricks
Continuing with old habits or actions.
You're my favorite fix
The person being referred to is the speaker's preferred remedy or distraction.
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