Lyrics
I'm bleeding
I am experiencing emotional pain or suffering.
Not deceiving
I am being genuine and honest, not trying to deceive.
You ain't gotta let me let my blood stain the carpet
I don't want my pain to negatively impact our relationship.
Can you fix me,
Can you help or heal me?
Can you kiss me?
Is there a way for you to express love or comfort to me?
Can you shoot me with it back like when we started?
Can you bring back the passion and intensity we had initially?
I don't want to walk around
I don't want to be aware of potential rivals or competition.
Knowing there's some other clown
I feel down when I think about someone else being with you.
On whom you may be goin' down
I don't want to imagine you being intimate with someone else.
But you goin' down just brings me down too
Your actions affecting you negatively affect me too.
I don't want to know
I prefer not to know certain things for my emotional well-being.
But the impulse I can't control
Despite my desire, I can't control my impulsive reactions.
I'm looking at you, but that's the pain it comes with
Looking at you brings emotional pain, but it's part of the experience.
Let me know where my mind has gone
Uncertainty about the state of my mind.
When I see your name up on my phone I lose control
Your presence on my phone disrupts my emotional stability.
When you come 'round, man that scene don't mean a thing, yeah
When you're around, external factors become insignificant.
Baby fix me
Expressing a need for emotional healing or support from the partner.
New Chapter, before and after
Entering a new phase in the relationship.
Now we're at the point where I just need to contain myself
Struggling to control intense emotions and impulses.
Stick the needle, pinch the skin upon my face
Metaphorically referencing a self-destructive behavior.
Need to see that this is real and not a fallacy
Need confirmation that the relationship is real and not an illusion.
I'm just diggin' more and more,
Engaging in self-destructive behavior without restraint.
I want to see you act a whore
Expressing a desire for a provocative or intense experience.
I want to make my insides hurt
Seeking a level of emotional pain that is almost unbearable.
cnd I want to die I'm pretty sure, yeah
Expressing a profound sense of emotional distress and despair.
I'm checking on you to see, it's pain but yeah, it's such relief
Checking on the partner for reassurance, even if it involves pain.
I need you to come back on home
Expressing a need for the partner to return home, seeking comfort.
I need the fix that you can show me
Seeking a solution or remedy that the partner can provide.
Let me know where my mind has gone
Reiteration of the uncertainty about the state of the mind.
When I see your name up on my phone I lose control
Your presence on my phone continues to disrupt my emotional stability.
When you come 'round, man that scene don't mean a thing, yeah
When you're around, external factors become insignificant (repeated).
I'm not fine but I'll tell the lie
Admitting emotional struggles while pretending to be fine.
That I'm standing up on my own I'm not on the line
Claiming independence while still needing support.
Between misery, and self-inflicted pain, yeah
Acknowledging a blurred line between misery and self-inflicted pain.
Baby fix me
Reiterating the need for emotional healing or support from the partner.
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