Lyrics
She swaps to weed or Adderall when she runs out of alcohol
She turns to weed or Adderall when she exhausts her alcohol supply
(She doesn’t mind)
Indication that she is indifferent to the consequences
Girl don’t blame me if you hit a wall
A warning to the girl not to blame the speaker if she faces problems
I can’t be at your beck and call
The speaker can't always be available on demand
(Oh yeah yeah)
Reiteration of the speaker's limited availability
Girl I can tell that you’re used to this trappin’
Observation that the girl is accustomed to a certain lifestyle
Lately I’ve been laying low and relaxing
The speaker has been taking it easy and relaxing recently
You dropped a bag on Chanel, you’re all branded
Reference to the girl spending money on branded items like Chanel
I’ve been laying down these tracks getting established
The speaker is focused on building a career in music
Saw you’ve been riding waves but, did you crash it?
Suspicions about the girl's recent activities, questioning if she faced a setback
Bet you’ve been breaking hearts cause you won’t have it
Assumption that the girl has been causing heartbreaks
Don’t mean to call you out, I just can’t have it
The speaker is uncomfortable with the girl's behavior
You’re growing transparent, I can see through that
Noticing that the girl is becoming more transparent or revealing her true self
You’re not the same to me, based on your actions
The girl's actions have changed the speaker's perception of her
You swapped the light in you for bad habits
The girl traded her inner light for negative habits
If you can’t use ‘em then you go trash ‘em
If the habits can't be utilized, she discards them
You manipulate, loyalty comes last
Noting that the girl manipulates others and puts loyalty last
You’re not the same to me, based on your actions
Reiteration that the girl's actions have altered the speaker's perception
I remember when you were average
Recollection of a time when the girl was ordinary
That's the part of you that you won’t get back
Emphasizing that a certain part of her personality is irretrievable
And now you're all alone hope it was worth it
Expressing that the girl is now alone, questioning if it was worth it
She swaps to weed or Adderall when she runs out of alcohol
Repetition of the girl's coping mechanisms when alcohol is unavailable
(She doesn’t mind)
Reiteration of the girl's indifference to her actions
Girl don’t blame me if you hit a wall
Repeating the warning about potential consequences
I can’t be at your beck and call
Reiterating the speaker's inability to always be available
She swaps to weed or Adderall when she runs out of alcohol
Repetition of the girl's alternative coping mechanisms
(She doesn’t mind)
Reiteration of the girl's indifferent attitude
Girl don’t blame me if you hit a wall
Repeating the warning to the girl not to blame the speaker
I can’t be at your beck and call
Reiterating the speaker's limited availability
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