Living with the Hostile
Mind's Battlefield: Confronting Inner Demons Through Holy Hitman's Melody
Lyrics
Stuck in my mind, it's ruining my life
Feeling trapped by persistent thoughts affecting daily life
It got out of my hands
Losing control over a situation
Mental sickness out of control,
Experiencing mental illness that is unmanageable
I'm losing touch with reality
Feeling disconnected from reality
Having a war, withing myself
Internal conflict causing distress
And there's nowhere to run
Sense of being unable to escape or find relief
Living a life, based on demise
Living a life that's centered around self-destruction
Of my own personality
Destroying one's own identity
Don't hear a shit cause it keeps getting louder,
Ignoring problems despite their increasing intensity
I want to scape out of myself
Desire to break free from one's own thoughts and existence
Living with the hostile, my own enemy,
Battling with oneself as the primary adversary
I've been kidnapped by mind
Feeling mentally captive or controlled
My worst nightmare, waking up,
Experiencing the worst fears repeatedly
Every day in my mind
Waking up daily to distressing thoughts
I want to scape my mind, I want to scape
Strong desire to escape from one's mind
my thoughts, I want to scape myself
Wanting to break away from intrusive thoughts and self
Distorted scene, I don't know who I am
Feeling confused and disoriented about personal identity
I cannot stop my brain
Unable to control incessant thinking
Being controlled, every day's bread
Being governed by negativity and chaos regularly
I'm getting used to insanity
Becoming accustomed to a state of mental instability
Don't hear a shit cause it keeps getting louder,
Disregarding worsening problems despite awareness
I want to scape out of myself
Yearning to break away from one's existence
Living with the hostile, my own enemy,
Confronting oneself as a formidable opponent
I've been kidnapped by mind
Feeling imprisoned by one's own mind
There's no freedom, there's no light
Perceiving a lack of freedom and hopelessness
I'm pretty sick of this game
Fed up with enduring a distressing situation
Lost in the darkness I can't find my way
Feeling lost and unable to find a way out
this begins to be insane
Situation escalating towards madness
Trying to escape, so far away
Attempting to distance oneself from the turmoil
But this cancer remains
Struggling with an enduring, unresolved issue
I feel I'm drowning, day after day
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated daily
Can't stop digging my grave
Continuously worsening one's own situation
Don't hear a shit cause it keeps getting louder,
Ignoring escalating problems despite their intensity
I want to scape out of myself
Longing to break free from one's existence
Living with the hostile, my own enemy,
Confronting oneself as a significant obstacle
I've been kidnapped by mind
Feeling mentally trapped and controlled
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