Suicide Dream 2
Unveiling the Emotional Tapestry: Deciphering How to Dress Well's 'Suicide Dream 2'
Lyrics
What would it mean to live a life that wasn't like this?
Contemplating a different life experience
(That's the question)
Reiteration of the question about a different life
Look at a picture of my father and I look just like him
Seeing a resemblance to father
(That's what I'm asking)
Reaffirmation of the inquiry about life
To think about my home and not just feel the sting
Emotional impact of memories related to home
Of a history that's brewed in a soul
Painful past experiences shaping one's soul
What would it mean to live a life that wasn't like this?
Reiteration of pondering a different life
When I was five, what was happening in my life?
Reflecting on childhood and its significance
And who's to pry, when everyone's talking
Respect for privacy amid public discussions
Stands up and no-one's crying, now I weep
Contrasting emotions—past and present
For every shit, what was happening in my life?
Revisiting past distressing events
And now I know, I was happy then, happy just helping my folks survive
Realization of happiness in aiding family survival
But in my sight, my sight, my sight
Uncertainty about current circumstances
Oh, what's happening?
Questioning the present state of affairs
Every day to feel your grave
Constantly feeling the weight of loss
Oh, what's happening?
Enduring the reminder of past pride
Every day to see your pride
Struggling with past experiences and mental state
Oh what's happening?
Recurring thoughts of past distress
Everyday that I was insane
Suggesting past struggles with mental health
When I think about it
Reflecting on a desire for justice
You should pay for what you did
Struggle with commitment to seek retribution
But I really can't commit to the
Trouble coping with stress and responsibility
Living with the stress
Referencing the burden of one's character
Character
Reference to having a child
And you have a baby
Perception of busyness in life
And you seem to be too busy
Speculation about distractions
Maybe
Thoughts on suffocation and weight on emotions
When I think about it
Sense of suffocation and stress
It's like there's just this weight down on my chest
Anticipation and waiting for relief
And it's like there's no air
Describing the suffocating feeling
No air, no air
Repetition of suffocation and longing for air
Were wanted every day
Desiring acknowledgment and acceptance daily
And I wait
Awaiting change or resolution
For snow
Waiting for relief or an answer
Been waiting for you to sow my fate to shore
Hope for resolution or guidance
You gotta show me
Seeking clarification or assurance
That I wasn't in any pain and my plans were flawed
Doubt about the past and its impact
Air, no air, no air
Reiteration of suffocation and need for air
Were wanted every day
Desire for acknowledgment and acceptance
And I wait
Awaiting change or resolution (repeated)
For snow
Hope for resolution or guidance (repeated)
Been waiting for you to sow my fate to shore
Seeking clarification or assurance (repeated)
You gotta show me
Doubt about the past and its impact (repeated)
That I wasn't in any pain and my plans were flawed
Desire for assurance regarding past pain and decisions
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