Fearful
Unveiling Inner Torments: Hungry Lucy's 'Fearful' Reflections
Lyrics
You were always right there
You were always present or nearby
But you didn't seem to care
You seemed indifferent or unconcerned
When was I ever so bare
Reflecting on a vulnerable and exposed state
You were never aware
You lacked awareness of my struggles
Take me home and make it better
Request to be taken home for comfort
Tuck me into a silent sleep
Desire for a peaceful and undisturbed sleep
Make it all just go away
Wish for problems to disappear
May you practice what you preach
Hope that you practice what you preach
Play dead
Instruction or suggestion to feign death
Was what you always said
Repeated advice to play dead
But I hear it in my head
Hearing the suggestion persistently in the mind
I just want to go to bed
Expressing a desire to escape through sleep
Tell me why I can't be better
Seeking an explanation for personal shortcomings
This is always on my mind
Constant preoccupation with self-improvement
You can't be my contraceptor
Unavailability of someone as a protector or guide
Disease will find me in time
A sense of inevitability regarding adversity
Yearning for your love
Longing for affection and care
Will it fit me like a glove
Questioning if love will be a perfect fit
Even when push becomes a shove
Even in challenging situations, expecting support
You will lift me high above
Anticipating being uplifted emotionally
Go away and leave me lying
Desire for solitude and withdrawal
On the floor from what you've done
Feeling devastated and abandoned
When they find me I won't be crying
Expectation of facing a difficult situation without tears
This disease has surely won
Conceding to the overwhelming power of a metaphorical disease
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