Soulmate
Navigating Life's Internal Battles: A Tale of Insecurities
Lyrics
Monday morning you woke up crying
Monday morning signifies a beginning with emotional distress, possibly caused by a recent event.
The outcome of a stupid line oh-oh
Refers to the negative consequences of a thoughtless comment or action.
Said by some punk-ass on the street
A disrespectful remark from an unfamiliar person, described as a "punk-ass" on the street.
It wasn't me, it wasn't you
Denies personal responsibility, questioning if it was the speaker or someone else.
It wasn't anybody you knew is it
Emphasizes the obscurity of the source, indicating it wasn't anyone familiar.
Your old friend insecurity?
Introduces "insecurity" as an enduring companion, possibly representing self-doubt or emotional struggles.
The one companion that stuck by your side since you were born
Describes insecurity as a constant presence since birth, implying a longstanding struggle.
Tuesday night you were in a fight
Shifts to Tuesday night, referencing a recurring argument that is divisive and polarized.
The same old argument black and white
Describes the argument as familiar and ongoing, contributing to inner turmoil.
It's something that's eating your inside
Suggests an internal struggle or emotional pain not directly related to external factors.
It's not the food, it's not the booze
Rules out external substances (food, booze) as the cause of the internal conflict.
It isn't anything consumed so is it
Raises the question of whether the internal issue is becoming an unmanageable problem.
Becoming a problem you can't hide?
Implies that the internal struggle may no longer be easily concealed or ignored.
So every time you thought that you were wrong you were right
Suggests a pattern of self-doubt, where past perceptions of being wrong are reconsidered as right.
The devil on your shoulder gives you strength in paranoia
Introduces the metaphor of the devil on the shoulder, representing a source of strength in paranoia.
The countless times you called a few
Reflects on past connections (possibly friendships) that were reliable and supportive.
Your best friend 'til the end of time
Describes a friend who is expected to be loyal until the end of time.
They'll always be there by your side
Asserts the enduring presence of these friends by one's side.
Solidify conditions you've abused
Refers to solidifying conditions, possibly habits or behaviors, that have been exploited or misused.
What that means you'll never have a clue
Suggests a lack of understanding or awareness about the consequences of certain actions.
More than just a life long friend
Describes a significant friendship that goes beyond being just a lifelong friend.
No social life I guess we can pretend
Acknowledges a sacrifice of social life, possibly in the pursuit of genuine connection.
It's not like I care but anyway
Expresses a nonchalant attitude towards caring, possibly indicating a defense mechanism.
You always wanna leave, you never wanna stay
Highlights a tendency to want to leave rather than stay, suggesting internal conflict.
'Cause you think if you drink too much then you will lose it
Addresses the fear of losing control through excessive drinking.
You'll drink your security away
Links excessive drinking to a potential loss of security, echoing themes of insecurity.
The one companion that stuck by your side since you were born
Reiterates the enduring presence of the companion, possibly referring to insecurity or loyal friends.
The little voice inside your head, annoying and confusing
Introduces the concept of a conflicting inner voice that is both annoying and confusing.
That somehow tells you what to do
Attributes the inner voice with the ability to influence decisions.
Socially you've lost your mind and basically you're out of time
Describes a loss of social sanity and a sense of running out of time.
You try to build so much it breaks on you
Suggests efforts to build aspects of life are futile and result in personal breakdowns.
What that means you'll never have a clue
Reiterates the lack of understanding about the consequences of one's actions.
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