Lonely Loves Me
Love's Contradiction: Lonely Loves Me
Lyrics
I once was the one
I used to be the person
Coming home to come undone
Returning home to unravel emotionally
Playing house with someone who loved to run
Pretending to have a home life with someone who enjoys leaving or escaping
Fell in love with a lie
I became infatuated with a falsehood
Wish I could tell you why
I wish I could explain why
Chase it time after time
Pursue it repeatedly despite its lack of fulfillment
But it's not enough
However, it doesn't satisfy or complete me
After falling apart to a timeless work of art
After breaking down into a timeless masterpiece
I keep breaking into pieces
I continuously shatter into fragments
Like it's healthy, like I need it
As if it's beneficial, as if I require it
Where the hell did I go wrong?
Where did my actions or decisions lead me astray?
'Cause I love, love
Because I have affection for love
Love doesn't love me
Love doesn't reciprocate my feelings
I curse the stars I'm wishing on
I resent the stars I've been wishing upon
I don't love lonely
I don't enjoy being alone
But lonely loves me
However, solitude seems to have an affinity for me
How do I change?
How can I transform or alter myself?
Stop the spiral, break the chain
Break the cycle, put an end to the pattern
Am I the only one to blame in the end?
Am I solely responsible for the outcome?
I've done everything I can
I've exhausted all my efforts
Am I stuck with who I am?
Am I confined to the person I've become?
Can a tide turn back around
Can a situation reverse its course?
If it can, can it be now
If it's possible, could it happen now?
Where the hell did I go wrong
Where did my actions or decisions lead me astray again?
'Cause I love, love
Because I have affection for love
Love doesn't love me
Love doesn't reciprocate my feelings
I curse the stars I'm wishing on
I resent the stars I've been wishing upon
I don't love lonely
I don't enjoy being alone
But lonely loves me
However, solitude seems to have an affinity for me
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