Lyrics
Thinkin' to myself it's not too uncanny
Reflecting on my thoughts, finding them not strange or mysterious.
These thoughts on my bookshelf they're not too unhappy
My thoughts on the shelf are not sad or gloomy.
I'm doin' just fine, doin' okay
Expressing well-being and contentment.
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny
Rejecting the need for a tranquilizer (xanny) to cope.
I never believed in my own medication
Disbelief in relying on prescribed medications.
The doctors they gave me when I was their patients
Recalling medication received when in the care of doctors.
I'm doin' just fine, doin' okay
Reiterating well-being and self-sufficiency.
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny
Rejecting the need for a tranquilizer (xanny) again.
Anxiety builds up inside of my mind
Acknowledging the buildup of anxiety.
And when I keep thinkin' it don't feel like mine
Feeling a detachment from one's own thoughts.
I'm doin just fine, doin' okay
Affirming well-being despite inner struggles.
I don't need a xanny, I don't need a xanny
Rejecting the need for a tranquilizer (xanny) once more.
Telling my wall that I'm doin' just fine
Confiding in a metaphorical wall about well-being.
Maybe it's real. Sorry I lied
Admitting the possibility of deception about feeling fine.
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny
Reiterating the rejection of the need for a tranquilizer (xanny).
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny. I
Emphasizing the refusal of a tranquilizer (xanny).
Please leave me be. Don't tell me who I am. I'm fine
Requesting autonomy and discouraging judgment.
I don't need help binging through hell. I swear that I'm fine
Declining assistance even in difficult times, asserting fine status.
Thinkin' to myself, it's not too uncanny
Reiterating the absence of strangeness in one's thoughts.
I'm thinkin' in circles. That's probably uncanny
Thinking in repetitive patterns, possibly acknowledging peculiarity.
I think I'm just fine, I think I'm okay
Expressing a sense of well-being and okay-ness.
I don't need a xanny, I don't need a xanny
Rejecting the need for a tranquilizer (xanny) again.
I cry in a bathroom in public. That's fine
Admitting to emotional vulnerability in public spaces.
I said that it doesn't happen all the time
Downplaying the frequency of emotional vulnerability.
I think I'm just fine. I think I'm okay
Affirming well-being despite occasional emotional challenges.
I don't need a xanny. I don't need a xanny
Rejecting the need for a tranquilizer (xanny) once more.
I'm hoping one day that I'm straight in my mind
Aspiring for mental clarity to honor those who have passed away.
So I can live for the ones who have died
Expressing a desire for a purposeful life despite internal struggles.
I think I need help. I think I'm not fine
Recognizing the need for assistance, acknowledging not being fine.
I don't want a xanny. I don't want a xanny
Rejecting the desire for a tranquilizer (xanny).
But if I stand out, if I speak my mind
Fearing judgment for standing out or expressing personal thoughts.
They look at me different. They give me no time
Anticipating societal scrutiny for being different.
I guess I need help. I guess I'm not fine
Admitting the need for help and the struggle with well-being.
I don't want a xanny. I don't want a xanny
Rejecting the desire for a tranquilizer (xanny) once again.
Please leave me be. Don't tell me who I am. I'm fine
Reiterating the plea for autonomy and resisting external influence.
I don't need help binging through hell. I swear that I'm fine
Declining assistance even in challenging circumstances, asserting fine status.
La, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala
Repetition of nonsensical sounds, possibly representing inner turmoil.
La, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala
Continued repetition of nonsensical sounds.
La, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala
More repetition of nonsensical sounds, potentially indicating distress.
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la lala lala
Prolonged repetition of nonsensical sounds, possibly portraying inner chaos.
Please don't leave me be. I can't find me
Pleading for understanding and expressing a struggle to find oneself.
I'm far from fine. Don't want to die. I need my life
Affirming a state of being far from fine and expressing a need for life.
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