Lyrics
When it comes to love, how I think about it, it's so deep for me, it's so systematic and it's so controlled. But That's not how love is, it's not something you can control and I think that's what scares me about it the most
Reflecting on a deep and systematic approach to love, realizing that love cannot be fully controlled, and feeling scared by its unpredictable nature.
Mmm
Expression of agreement or acknowledgment.
Helpful, but hurting from the scars I made myself
Acknowledging assistance but also experiencing pain from self-inflicted emotional wounds.
Hopeful, but hate killed all the peace that I had built
Remaining optimistic despite the destruction caused by hatred, which has disrupted inner peace.
I'm still getting better on how to be gentle with myself
Focusing on self-improvement and learning to be gentle with oneself.
I can't help but replay all the feelings I had felt
Replaying past emotions and experiences.
How did I get so involved with you
Questioning the deep involvement in a relationship.
Obsessing so I drew and I tainted, I wanted, so I painted the
Expressing obsession through drawing and tainting, driven by desires.
Stars in perfect view of me and you, I thought you wanted me to
Creating an idealized image with the stars, believing it was mutual.
Now that it's over I question all that I knew
Reflecting on the aftermath of the relationship and questioning previous knowledge.
You were just an idea in my head not even true (true woah)
Realizing that the person was only an idea and not a reality.
You say pictures look lovely from any point view (from any point of view)
Challenging the notion that pictures always look lovely, implying a discrepancy in reality.
So why is our picture painted without me or you
Questioning the representation of the relationship in pictures without both individuals.
Oh how
Expressing a sentiment, possibly of nostalgia or regret.
How did I get so caught up in you
Reiterating the confusion and entanglement in the relationship.
Obsessing so I drew and I tainted I wanted so I painted the
Repeating the cycle of obsession through drawing and tainting.
Stars in perfect view of me and you, I thought you wanted me to (I thought you wanted me to)
Recalling the desire for a perfect connection, now questioning if it was reciprocated.
Wanted you to grow, but, boy, you wasn't budding
Expressing disappointment in the other person's lack of growth.
Everything you are made you everything you aren't
Highlighting that the person's traits contribute to both positive and negative aspects.
Wanted you to grow, but, boy, you wasn't budding
Reiterating disappointment in the lack of personal development in the other person.
Said I drew and I tainted, I wanted so I painted the
Repeating the desire to create an idealized image through drawing and tainting.
Everything you are made you everything you aren't
Emphasizing the impact of the person's characteristics on their overall identity.
Said I drew and I tainted, I wanted and I painted the
Repeating the cycle of desire, drawing, and tainting.
I saw your potential without seeing' credentials
Recognizing potential in the person without considering their qualifications or credentials.
So I drew and I tainted, I wanted, painted
Repeating the process of desire, drawing, and tainting.
Maybe that's the issue
Contemplating that perhaps the issue lies in the approach to relationships.
Said maybe that's the issue, ah
Reiterating the consideration that the approach to relationships might be the problem.
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