Roses
Running Through Fields of Roses: A Journey from Despair to Triumph
Lyrics
Someone flip the switch I've been going down the wrong drain
Feeling lost, wanting a change in direction.
Ain't a day pass by where I ain't symptomatic insane
Experiencing mental challenges daily.
As soon as I start trying they notice me
Recognition when making an effort.
Then I kick back and fall away from reality
Retreating from reality after initial effort.
My body feels numb and I'm running out of energy
Physical and emotional exhaustion.
Weeks pass by and there's nothing to wake me up
Passing time without positive stimulation.
The light tower spins but when is it enough
Questioning the sufficiency of efforts.
For someone who's doesn't believe in ghosts I sure get scared
Admitting fear despite disbelief in supernatural.
I'm fishing for the wrong things wishing that life was fair
Seeking the wrong things, desiring fairness.
But I'm running through fields of roses
Engaging in challenging but beautiful experiences.
I see the beauty but the pains still noticed
Acknowledging beauty amid persistent pain.
How I wish that I could see when I will rise up from my knees
Longing to foresee a positive future.
Ain't the way that I fell down but the way that I get up
Emphasizing resilience and getting back up.
I'm running away from situations
Avoidance of troublesome situations.
Kickflipin and skating making relations
Engaging in dynamic activities and forming connections.
I'm running through fields of joy
Experiencing moments of happiness.
Notice I'm almost a man not a boy treating life like a toy
Transitioning into adulthood, treating life seriously.
I'm pushing the limits Falling' down until my body just stops
Challenging personal limits, facing consequences.
My minds on fire so I'll take the shit have the school call the cops
Dealing with intense thoughts, risking consequences.
Cuz I'm running through fields of roses
Continuing to engage in challenging experiences.
I see the beauty but the pains still noticed
Balancing beauty with persistent pain.
How I wish that I could see when I will rise up from my knees
Desiring clarity about future resilience.
Ain't the way that I fell down but the way that I get up
Emphasizing the importance of rising after setbacks.
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