Lyrics
I go into it low-key
I approach it with a reserved and understated manner.
I avoid transparency
I avoid being completely open or honest.
I never want that he see
I don't want him to see.
The girl that won't let in her soul
Referring to oneself, reluctant to reveal inner thoughts or emotions.
Because who deserves to know
Not everyone deserves to know my deepest feelings.
The simultaneous beauty and pain
Referring to the complex mix of beauty and pain experienced simultaneously.
I'm funny
I have a sense of humor.
Deeply sad, painful, and lonely
Despite humor, I also feel deep sadness, pain, and loneliness.
Ubiquitous and clumsy
Existence is widespread and awkward.
Just take some time to know me
Encouraging someone to invest time in understanding me.
I don't wanna disappoint
Expressing a fear of disappointing others.
I don't wanna disappoint
-I'm just lookin' for a boy
Searching for a meaningful connection with a boy.
To reach Euphoria
Aspiring to reach a state of intense happiness.
I've never felt love
Repetition of not having felt love before.
I've never felt love
-I've never felt love
-I've never felt it
-But it must be nice
Expressing admiration for the idea of love despite not having experienced it.
Oh it must be nice
-Hmm, oh it must be nice
-It must be nice
-Do you fancy my whole look
Asking if the person likes the entirety of who I am.
When I smile, is it crooked
Concerns about the perception of my smile and overall appearance.
Or repulsive
-I never want that he see
Reiterating the desire to hide certain aspects from someone.
Unapologetic me
Describing an unapologetic and authentically endearing self.
Endearing authenticity
-The very serious fear of physical intimacy
Expressing a deep fear of physical intimacy.
I've yet to feel love can you show me
Expressing a lack of experience with love and questioning its portrayal in movies.
Is it like they promised in the movies
-Heart wrenching and surprising
-Climactically nail-biting
-I don't wanna disappoint
Reiteration of the fear of disappointing others.
I don't wanna disappoint
-I'm just lookin' for a boy
Searching for a meaningful connection with a boy (repeated).
To reach Euphoria
Aspiring to reach a state of intense happiness (repeated).
I've never felt love
Repetition of not having felt love before.
I've never felt love
-I've never felt love
-I've never felt it
-But it must be nice
Expressing admiration for the idea of love despite not having experienced it (repeated).
Oh it must be nice
-Hmm, oh it must be nice
-It must be nice
-Am I unworthy of love
Expressing doubts about being worthy of love and the fear of not being good enough.
Have I said way too much
-Will I ever be good enough
-Am I unworthy of love
-Would you like me if I trusted you
Questioning if trust is reciprocated without receiving reasons to do so.
But you gave no reason to
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