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In this room of empty souls
In a space filled with empty and desolate individuals
Looking at those eyes
Observing the gaze of others
Spilling all these tears
Shedding tears openly
Swimming in my mind
Engulfed by contemplation and turmoil within my mind
Am I good enough?
Questioning my worth or adequacy
I'm tired of being alone
Weary of enduring solitude
Laying in my bed
Reclining in my bed
The darkness lights my heart
The obscurity illuminates my emotions
I stay at home at nine
I remain at home until nine o'clock
My bottle of wine behind
My source of solace, a bottle of wine, is present
I'm drunk enough tonight
Intoxicated sufficiently on this night
So answer my call just once
Plead for a response to my call, just this once
I feel like dying
Experiencing a sensation of impending death
Inside of this storm
Amidst a chaotic and turbulent internal state
Taking care of my depressive thoughts
Addressing and managing my depressive thoughts
On this road
Navigating through this journey
I'm blind, where I'm going?
Blind to my destination, unsure where I'm headed
Diving in this ocean am I close enough?
Immersed in an overwhelming emotional experience, am I near?
Breathing out to see what happens
Exhaling to witness the consequences
Surviving in this path I'm trying
Enduring in this course of life, attempting to persist
But anybody look me in my eyes
No one acknowledges my existence in their gaze
Waiting for someone to stop this dreaming mind
Awaiting for someone to interrupt this imaginative mind
I've changed my love I know
I've altered my feelings of love, acknowledging the change
That voice around my head
A voice lingers persistently in my thoughts
Sorry I'm just afraid
Expressing fear, expressing apologies
Nothing is the same
Everything has transformed, nothing remains as it was
Nothing is the same
-Dying
Experiencing a sense of dying
Inside of this storm
Amidst a chaotic and turbulent internal state
Taking care of my depressive thoughts
Addressing and managing my depressive thoughts
On this road
Navigating through this journey
I'm blind where I'm going?
Blind to my destination, unsure where I'm headed
Diving in this ocean am I close enough?
Immersed in an overwhelming emotional experience, am I near?
Breathing out to see what happens
Exhaling to witness the consequences
Surviving in this path, I'm trying
Enduring in this course of life, attempting to persist
But anybody look me in my eyes
No one acknowledges my existence in their gaze
Waiting for someone to stop this dreaming mind
Awaiting for someone to interrupt this imaginative mind
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