inner child
Unveiling the Torment Within: A Cry for Solitude
Lyrics
Nothings ever your fault, now is it?
The speaker feels blame is never assigned to them.
Nothings ever my fault, my visit
Similarly, they believe blame is never accepted by them.
Is chained up, trained, insane, it's my prison
They feel trapped, conditioned, and mentally unstable, describing it as their confinement.
Days I stayed away for good reason
They stayed away from something or someone for what they believe were valid reasons.
Suicide inside the mind different
The internal struggle or pain they experience feels different from the surface reality.
I feel different, my days feel so different
The speaker feels a significant change within themselves, altering how they perceive their days.
I've changed my ways, I'm someone different
They claim to have changed their behavior or personality but perceive that others still view them in the same light as before.
But you still see the same man, isn't that
They find it distressing or disturbing that others don't recognize the change they believe they've undergone.
Fucked up, its fucked up
Expressing frustration or disbelief at the situation they find themselves in.
I can't look away, I'm going insane
Feeling unable to divert their attention from the situation, which is causing mental distress.
Everything is your fault, isn't it?
The speaker questions if everything negative is constantly blamed on them.
Like everything is my fault, isn't this
They ponder if they're consistently burdened with responsibility for negative occurrences.
A fucked up cry for help I don't need
Rejecting the idea that their cries for help are abnormal or unwarranted.
Everyone around me is so lonely
Observing that those around them seem to experience loneliness.
I feel guilty asking for help
Feeling a sense of guilt when seeking assistance or support.
I try to keep this shit to myself
Attempting to handle their problems independently, avoiding sharing their struggles.
I really don't think I'm depressed
Denying being clinically depressed despite their internal turmoil.
Thinking about that shit makes me so stressed
Reflecting that contemplating their mental state causes significant stress.
It's fucked up, its fucked up
Expressing a repetition of feeling troubled or disturbed by the situation.
I can't look away, I'm going insane
Continuing to feel unable to detach from the distressing situation, contributing to their mental strain.
It's fucked up, its fucked up
Reiterating the distressing nature of the situation they're in.
I can't look away, I'm going insane
Continued inability to divert attention from their distressing reality, leading to a sense of losing sanity.
It's fucked up, its fucked up
Restating the upsetting and unmanageable nature of their situation.
I can't look away, I'm going insane
Reiterating their inability to detach from the distress, causing a sense of losing control over their mental state.
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