hurting

Constantly moving around, seeking guidance on what steps to take

Asking for advice on navigating situations that never end well

Continuously engaging in activities that don't yield positive outcomes

Despite efforts, the situations don't conclude positively

Reflecting on oneself, not needing external assistance

Emphasizing independence, reiterated lack of need for help

I don't even need your help

I don't even need your-

Experiencing significant emotional pain

Unable to undo past actions

Deciding to leave or depart from the situation

Returning to familiar circumstances despite reluctance and feeling overwhelmed by reality

Do I even wanna fall asleep

Running from reality but it‘s ahead of me

Dragging me down to the deepest I'd be

Expressing emotions or a realization (vocally)

Questioning the authenticity of one's beliefs and purpose

Do I even have a reason to speak?

Do I even have a reason to be?

Admitting fault, acknowledging the need to confront consequences

But I was just faking

Deserve all the blame

And now I needa face it

Feeling a sense of urgency and anxiety, struggling to explain emotions

The time, it is racing

And I can't explain why

I'm feeling so anxious

Experiencing emotional and physical weight, wrestling with the idea of giving up

But I can't just give up, it's still not too late

And I just keep thinking: „What If I'm still tripping?“

But I just don't get that I'm fading away

Reiteration of intense emotional pain and inability to change the past

But I can't change what I've done

Now I am going

Sense of isolation, feeling morally impure, experiencing slow, deliberate breathing

Feel so lonely

So unholy

Breathing slowly

Desire for self-discovery and improvement, seeking freedom from a confining situation

I just need mental health

Get me out of this cell

Can I move on now that

Repeating the theme of enduring emotional pain and the inability to alter past actions

But I can't change what I've done

Now I am going

Acknowledging past remorse, being haunted by fears, leading to social withdrawal

I made it clear, had shown remorse

My fears be knocking at my door

That's why I can't go out no more

Hoping for the best outcome, yearning to alleviate deep emotional pain and uncertainty about future self

Just wanna get rid of the ache in my chest

And it's sitting deeper than I thought

Will I ever be what I expect?

Difficulty in self-assessment, neglecting personal well-being for others

If I'm doing bad or doing well

Cause I cannot look after myself

And I'm putting you over my health

Feeling lost and unsure of next steps, desiring a change

Do I do now

Wanna move out

Repeated acknowledgment of enduring emotional pain and inability to alter past actions

But I can't change what I've done

Now I am going