Lyrics
I thought we both grew
I believed we both experienced personal growth.
Pushed you away
I intentionally distanced myself from you.
I thought I missed you
I thought I longed for your presence.
Said, I wanna stay
I expressed a desire to remain in the relationship.
And then you said my name
When you spoke my name, the connection seemed different.
It didn't feel the same
Your mention of my name lacked the expected emotion.
And no it's not okay
The situation is not acceptable or okay.
I wanna feel the same
I want to rekindle the emotions and connection we once had.
I wanna feel the same
Reiteration of the desire to revive past feelings.
Summer doesn't feel good
The atmosphere of summer doesn't bring joy or fulfillment.
Someone doesn't know
Someone is unaware of a situation or truth.
Driving through the neighborhood, AC blasting cold
Driving through the neighborhood with cold air conditioning.
If you never plant them the seeds will never grow
If efforts are not invested, there won't be any progress.
I'm looking at you softly but soon I know I won't
I'm looking at you with tenderness, but that feeling is fading.
This isn't what I wanted
The current situation is not what was desired.
Can you say the same
Asking if the other person can express the same sentiment.
You keep me somewhat haunted
Despite the haunting feelings, there are troubles in maintaining connection.
But I have some trouble staying awake
Experiencing difficulty staying awake, possibly metaphorical for emotional struggles.
It hurts to think I knew you, maybe I never did
It pains to realize I may not have truly known you.
And now I can see through you, I'll put up my defense
Now able to see through you, deciding to build emotional defenses.
Well congratulations, now I have to go and lower expectations
A sarcastic acknowledgment of the other person's actions leading to lowered expectations.
It's sad I'm letting go
Expressing sadness in the act of letting go.
And nothing that you say is true, love is such a waste
Doubting the truth in the other person's expressions of love.
Cause when I think of you it doesn't feel the same
Thinking of you doesn't evoke the same emotions as before.
It never feels the same
Reiteration that the feelings towards the person have changed.
And no it's not okay
The current state of affairs is not acceptable.
I wanna feel the same
Expressing a desire to restore the previous emotional connection.
I wanna feel the same
Reiterating the longing for the past emotional connection.
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