They Ain't Convinced
Resilience Unveiled: Jazz Millz Chronicles Life's Struggles and Triumphs
Lyrics
Yeah, they ain't convinced when I rap About my life and how it is
Expressing skepticism from others about the authenticity of the rapper's life portrayal in his lyrics.
No, they ain't convinced when I tell a Story about my life as a kid
People remain unconvinced when the rapper shares stories from his childhood.
Yeah, they ain't convinced when I tell Them that I died and came back Different
The rapper claims to have undergone a significant change, possibly a transformative experience, but others doubt it.
Nah, they ain't convinced so ill pack Up my things and go about my Business
Due to the lack of belief or trust, the rapper decides to move on with his life and mind his own affairs.
I Ain't tell the truth, but I ain't tell Lies neither
The rapper admits to not always telling the truth but asserts that he doesn't fabricate stories either.
Catch me in the booth, but I ain't Doing features
The rapper is active in the recording studio but avoids collaborating with other artists.
Put the grills in my mouth, so my Smile shines when I say nice to meet Cha
Describing a visual upgrade, the rapper puts grills in his mouth to enhance his smile.
It's systematic to feel like a bum Growing up in family housing Because nice things we had none
Reflecting on a challenging upbringing in family housing without many luxuries.
Wanna know what I did for fun? I played outside until the street lights Came on
Revealing a childhood pastime of playing outside until the street lights came on.
Yeah I was a lil thug, hangin with the Homies out on the block
Recalling a rebellious phase, associating with friends and engaging in activities on the block.
Thinking we was cool, thinking we Was tough
Feeling a sense of toughness and coolness during that rebellious phase.
Man to look back now, it didn't seem Like it was enough
Expressing that, in retrospect, those experiences didn't feel sufficient or satisfying.
My father he wasn't there, didn't Meet that man until I was twenty Two
The rapper met his father at the age of twenty-two, a significant moment in his life.
That's about the time I really took to booze
Introducing a turning point where alcohol consumption increased significantly.
That kind of change could really do Some mental abuse
Acknowledging the detrimental impact of alcohol on mental health.
Yeah, they ain't convinced when I rap About my life and how it is
Reiteration of skepticism regarding the rapper's portrayal of his life.
No, they ain't convinced when I tell a Story about my life as a kid
Continuation of the theme of doubt when the rapper shares childhood stories.
Yeah, they ain't convinced when I tell Them that I died and came back Different
Repeating the claim of a significant personal change, met with skepticism.
Nah, they ain't convinced so ill pack Up my things and go about my Business
Due to persistent disbelief, the rapper decides to move forward with his life.
Back in my teenage years, I was Filled with so much rage so much Hate and so much pain
Describing a tumultuous teenage period filled with anger, hatred, and pain.
As soon as I turned of age, suicide Became apart of the game
Revealing a dark period where suicidal thoughts became part of the rapper's life.
I have the scars as proof of this Change
The rapper bears physical scars as evidence of the profound changes he went through.
Almost twenty years, twenty years of Drinking
Detailing a two-decade struggle with alcohol addiction.
Booze controlled my life, what was I Thinking
Realizing the negative impact of alcohol and questioning his past decisions.
I was on my way, stole a car and died That day
Narrating a critical incident involving stealing a car and facing the consequences.
Something changed, my brain was Rewired the next day
Describing a profound change in thinking or perspective following a near-death experience.
And thats when Jazz Millz was made Psychotic thoughts from the shock of My accident
Introducing the persona "Jazz Millz" and hinting at psychological effects from the accident.
Like an acid trip, things didn't add Up
Comparing the mental state post-accident to an unsettling acid trip.
Everything was fake there was no Real love
Expressing a sense of disillusionment, recognizing the absence of genuine love.
My friends didn't care, so what did I Do
Noting the lack of support from friends in a difficult time.
I went about my business, took my New life and created something of Interest
The rapper decides to focus on his own path, creating something of interest in his new life.
Something new, this path in life is Now what I choose
Embracing a new direction in life, suggesting a conscious choice in the current path.
Self forgiveness
The rapper acknowledges and forgives himself for past actions, implying personal growth.
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