Lyrics
Emotion's bottled up I don't know what to say
Expressing difficulty in expressing emotions, feeling bottled up.
I'm hurt from her love, now all I feel is hate
Feeling hurt from a past love, transitioning to a sense of hate.
I just want to be numb, but I already know that fate
Desiring emotional numbness, acknowledging the inevitability of fate.
If I relapse again, I might not see another day
Fearing the consequences of a potential relapse, possibly alluding to self-destructive behavior.
But I guess it's okay, I'm just ready to end it
Acceptance of the readiness to end things, suggesting a sense of resignation.
When I kissed her, I thought it was the beginning
Reflecting on a past kiss, initially seen as the start of something positive.
Of a better life, but I guess I'm not her in interest
Expressing disappointment that the relationship did not lead to a better life.
Why you say you love me when you knew it was finished
Questioning the sincerity of a past declaration of love.
Could have been something, but now we're just nothing
Regretting the lost potential of the relationship.
Thought that you loved me but I guess not enough
Feeling unloved, questioning the depth of the partner's affection.
Gave you my heart and you didn't give a fuck
Expressing betrayal and disappointment after giving one's heart.
Didn't want to doubt you but you fucked up my trust
Acknowledging the erosion of trust due to the partner's actions.
Can't cope with my feelings so drinking is a must
Turning to drinking as a coping mechanism for overwhelming feelings.
What else is there to do, when your dreams just get crushed
Expressing frustration when dreams are shattered, seeking solace in substances.
You say fuck everything and you get you some drugs
Choosing substances as an escape from emotional pain.
I just can't fill the void, so I'm just feeling numb
Unable to fill an emotional void, resulting in numbness.
I just wanted true love, but you wouldn't let me have it
Expressing a desire for genuine love that was unfulfilled.
I'm obsessed with you, yeah I'm kind of like an addict
Admitting an obsession with the person, drawing parallels to addiction.
But I'm bout to be again cuz I'm thinking bout relapsing
Contemplating a potential relapse despite awareness of potential consequences.
I know it could be tragic but I don't know what else to do
Recognizing the potential for tragedy but feeling trapped with no alternative.
I gave you my all and now I have nothing else to lose
Having given everything in a relationship, feeling a sense of loss.
I feel like giving up, if I'm telling you the truth
Contemplating giving up due to emotional exhaustion and despair.
I can't have what I want and what I wanted was you
Expressing the inability to attain what was wanted, likely the person.
And I know when I'm gone, you're gonna want me too
Anticipating that the person will miss the narrator when they are gone.
I can't have what I want and what I wanted was you
Reiterating the unattainability of what was desired, anticipating regret from the person.
And I know when I'm gone, you're gonna want me too
Reaffirming the expectation that the person will miss the narrator after they are gone.
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