Lyrics
No I am not ya
Denying being someone's imposter
A living imposter
Not a fake existence
The last on the roster
Being the last on a list or hierarchy
Cracking a fosters
Opening a beer (Fosters) with a cracking sound
I enter with caution
Approaching cautiously
With bassline distortion
Distorted bassline accompanying the entrance
Smoking a portion
Consuming a portion of something, possibly a substance
Of what I just brought in
Referring to bringing in something
I roll it, I stick it, I smoke it, I wrote it
Rolling, sticking, smoking, and writing, possibly related to a substance
And then we discuss all the usual bullshit
Discussing commonplace or trivial matters
So pull up a chair you can tell me my fortune
Inviting someone to share insights or predictions
I don't believe in all the fairytales
Expressing skepticism towards fairytales
But I can believe in what my dealer sells
Believing in what the drug dealer provides
I'm on a roll with nothing else, high
Experiencing a positive phase or streak
I'm on a roll with nothing else right
Continuing a positive phase without distractions
I feel like a ghost
Feeling detached or unnoticed
I feel like a shell
Feeling empty or lacking identity
I am the wish that got left in the well
Being a neglected or unfulfilled wish
Tell me your secrets, hope that you're well
Asking for personal revelations and well-being
Ducking the fiends as I'm numbing my cells
Avoiding those in need while desensitizing oneself
My demons got ranks that they show on lapels
Personal struggles represented by demons with visible ranks
They dig in the shanks when I'm under the world
Feeling attacked or harmed when facing challenges
I'm over the world, man I'm overwhelmed
Experiencing overwhelming emotions
I get it's a process but know that I'm hurt
Acknowledging a painful process of healing
Too miserable
Expressing extreme unhappiness
Know I'm too cynical
Recognizing a tendency towards skepticism
Cope
Using coping mechanisms
Not through clinical
Not seeking help through clinical means
Smoke
Turning to smoking as a simple solution
I get simple
Acknowledging simplicity in coping
Nah it feels too visceral
Rejecting visceral emotions as too intense
Man, I feel invisible
Feeling unnoticed or ignored
I'm losing myself
Experiencing self-loss or identity crisis
Erase the individual, no
Expressing a desire to erase individuality
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