Lyrics
I got high and I saw the devil
The speaker consumed drugs and had a negative experience, encountering the metaphorical "devil."
I got high and I found myself
Under the influence, the speaker discovered more about themselves.
I got high and it hurt
The drug use resulted in pain or discomfort for the speaker.
But I don't wanna talk about it
The speaker is reluctant to discuss the negative effects of drug use.
And it's suicide to make a case against me now
There is a suggestion that making accusations against the speaker now might lead to self-destructive consequences.
Jesus Christ on a blurry mountain
A vivid image of Jesus on a hazy mountain is presented, possibly symbolizing a spiritual or transcendent experience.
Jesus smiles when he calls me in
Jesus is depicted as welcoming and approving when calling the speaker.
Jesus lies, says I'm fine
Jesus is accused of lying, stating the speaker is fine, while they are under the influence of chemical substances.
When I'm dosing the chemical food
The speaker acknowledges using chemical substances as a form of nourishment.
Does it really take 20 to speak to you again
Questioning the need for a specific condition (20) to communicate with a higher power.
I'm healthy on my own
The speaker claims to be healthy on their own, possibly suggesting self-sufficiency or independence.
And it's fun to leave and dick around
Expressing enjoyment in leaving and casually engaging in various activities.
Then I'm running towards bathroom door
The speaker is depicted as urgently moving towards a bathroom, possibly indicating the aftermath of drug use.
And I'm throwing up another one
Describing the act of vomiting after drug use.
Record myself
The speaker records themselves, addressing their future self, implying survival despite the challenges.
Hello to future me, if you see this then you made it out
A reflection on a loud and spiritual experience, possibly related to the earlier encounter with Jesus.
It was spiritual and it was loud
Emphasizing a sense of well-being and vitality during a spiritual experience.
Healthier when I die
Repetition of the phrase "Healthier when I die," suggesting a paradoxical perspective on well-being and self-destruction.
Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-I got high and I saw the devil
Repetition of the initial theme: drug use, encountering the devil, self-discovery, and reluctance to discuss the negative effects.
I got high and I found myself
-I got high and it hurt
-But I don't wanna talk about it
-And it's suicide to make a case against me now
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