Lyrics
I got this pain in me
I am experiencing a deep emotional pain.
Demons crawling back, no one to blame but me
My inner struggles and negative thoughts are resurfacing, and I take responsibility for them.
Making all this cash don't feel the same to me
Despite financial success, it doesn't bring the joy it once did.
Don't got a lot of friends, got a lot of enemies
I lack close friendships but have many adversaries.
They envy me
Others harbor jealousy towards me.
Hennessy my remedy, know you just a memory
Hennessy, a type of alcohol, is used as a coping mechanism to forget a past relationship.
Know you weren't the one for me
Recognizing that a previous partner wasn't the right match.
I know you still think of me
Aware that the ex-partner still thinks about the speaker.
Back then I was broke, but I went and got a check now
Previously financially struggling, but now I've earned a significant amount.
Why you hit my phone, always bitching got me stressed out
Constant complaints from someone, causing stress.
But I don't miss you baby
Despite the breakup, the speaker doesn't miss the ex-partner.
Always had a fucking issue baby
Acknowledging ongoing issues in the past relationship.
I thank God that you ain't have my fucking baby
Grateful that the ex-partner didn't become a parent with the speaker.
Dodging all them nights you woulda drove me crazy
Avoiding potential conflicts that might have arisen from staying together.
All that love you showed me you was probably faking
Doubting the sincerity of the love received in the past.
Prolly only stayed because that sex amazing
Suspecting the ex-partner stayed for the physical aspects of the relationship.
Hope you doing better now, I been doing good since you ain't came around
Life has improved since the ex-partner's departure.
Like a snake you was so sneaky, jokes on you you cannot hurt me
Comparing the ex-partner to a sneaky snake, revealing a sense of betrayal.
I got this pain in me
Reiteration of the ongoing emotional pain.
Demons crawling back, no one to blame but me
Repeating the return of internal struggles and acknowledgment of self-blame.
Making all this cash don't feel the same to me
Reiterating that wealth doesn't bring happiness.
Don't got a lot of friends, got a lot of enemies
Emphasizing a lack of friends and the presence of enemies.
They envy me
Highlighting the envy directed towards the speaker.
I been putting drugs in my body tryna numb the pain
Using drugs as a means to cope with emotional pain.
Every time I start feeling some love I gotta run away
Fearing love and choosing to avoid it by running away.
I been on a mission run it up, I'm on a paper chase
Pursuing success and wealth as a distraction, facing criticism from others.
I done really ran it up from nothing, see why they be hating
Acknowledging success despite facing haters.
Life's good, life amazing
Expressing contentment with life at present.
You tryna spill your feelings, save it
Discouraging someone from sharing their emotions.
I'm the type to pour some in a cup
A casual attitude towards consuming alcohol.
Mix it up, and take it down and pour another one
Repeating the cycle of drinking to escape reality.
Liquor in my body, blood running thin
Acknowledging the impact of alcohol on the body.
Looking at this bitch like "I'm gon' sin again"
Contemplating sinful behavior influenced by negative emotions.
Girl look what you did you broke my heart into pieces
Expressing heartbreak caused by someone's actions.
I don't know if I'm gon' love again
Uncertainty about the ability to love again.
I got this pain in me
Reiterating the presence of internal pain.
Demons crawling back, no one to blame but me
Recurrence of demons and acknowledgment of self-blame.
Making all this cash don't feel the same to me
Repeating that financial success doesn't bring fulfillment.
Don't got a lot of friends, got a lot of enemies
Reiterating a lack of friends and the existence of enemies.
They envy me
Reiterating the envy directed towards the speaker.
If you loved me so much then why'd you lie to me
Questioning the sincerity of past love due to deception.
Babygirl you had my trust you was posed to ride for me
Expressing disappointment in a betrayal of trust.
Even let you see a whole different side to me
Allowing the ex-partner to see a vulnerable side that wasn't fully revealed before.
Had to go and make that peace that you weren't right for me
Deciding that the relationship was not right for personal growth and well-being.
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