Lyrics
There’s nothing harder than to wake up all alone
Expresses the difficulty of waking up alone, highlighting the emotional challenge.
Looked in the mirror with a face that is unknown
Reflecting on a changed self, feeling unfamiliar or disconnected from oneself.
My heart used to be filled but now I'm on my own
Once felt fulfilled emotionally but now experiencing solitude and loneliness.
I know I said some words that I myself did not condone
Acknowledging saying things contradictory to personal beliefs or values.
I needed you
Expressing a deep need for someone.
Even after we drift apart
Describing a separation from a significant person.
But I can’t get through
Feeling unable to move past memories stored in the heart.
The memories in my heart
The lasting impact of cherished memories.
I left myself to be with someone whose heart will never belong to me
Sacrificing self-identity for someone who won't reciprocate emotionally.
I stayed when I knew that this wasn’t meant to be
Staying in a relationship despite knowing it's not destined to succeed.
This is why I left myself
Explaining the act of losing oneself in the process of being with another.
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting in anticipation for someone, hoping for a reunion.
Thinking bout the good times that you and me went through
Recalling past shared moments and experiences.
Don’t you know babe
An address or endearment towards the significant other.
That I’d go through all the heartbreaks again
Willingness to endure pain for the sake of hearing the loved one's voice.
Just to hear you say my name
The longing to hear one's name from the beloved.
I needed you
Expressing dependency on the person despite separation.
Even after we drift apart
Emphasizing the persistent influence of past memories.
But I can’t get through
Continuing to dwell on cherished memories within the heart.
The memories in my heart
Staying in a situation where emotional connection is absent.
I left myself to be with someone whose heart will never belong to me
Choosing to remain despite knowing it's an unfulfilling relationship.
I stayed when I knew that this wasn’t meant to be
Reiterating the awareness of an incompatible relationship.
This is why
Introspective questioning about personal mistakes or missteps.
I ask myself where did I go wrong
Reflecting on a sense of personal failure or wrongdoing.
Cus in my heart is where I feel that you belong
Believing the person belongs in the heart despite circumstances.
I was wondering if I could ever hold your hand
Longing for physical intimacy and closeness once experienced.
Or kiss your lips again
Desire to reconnect intimately with the loved one.
I left myself to be with someone whose heart will never belong to me
Reiteration of sacrificing self for an emotionally unavailable person.
I stayed when I knew that this wasn’t meant to be
Continuing in a relationship despite its incompatibility.
Used to love the way you treated me
Recollection of past positive treatment from the beloved.
But you made me linger in duality
Feeling conflicted due to the duality of emotions evoked by the relationship.
This is why
Reiterating the reasons behind losing oneself.
This is why
Emphasizing the repetition of losing oneself.
I left myself
Stating the reason for losing personal identity.
This is why
Repeating the reason for losing oneself.
I left myself
Reaffirming the act of losing self in the relationship.
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