negotiate
Emotional Turmoil: Love's Complex Negotiation
Lyrics
Am I fraction of your heart
Questioning if she holds a small part of the person's heart.
Am I just someone to hold in the dark
Wondering if she's merely someone for emotional support during tough times.
Do you pretend on every word
Doubting the sincerity of the person's every spoken word.
Is there someone you call first
Asking if there's someone else the person prioritizes before her.
Am I the end to a fresh start
Questioning if she's the reason for the end of something new.
Give me a reason to understand
Asking for a logical explanation or justification for the situation.
Am I overreacting if she's holding your hand
Concerned if feeling upset when seeing the person with someone else is an overreaction.
Guess it's hard to negotiate feelings
Expressing the difficulty of handling emotions in this situation.
Funny cause you said you were still healing
Irony in the person's claim of healing while creating this complicated situation.
Cause I was your comfort when you were not with her
Recalling being the source of comfort when the person was not with their primary partner.
Who knew love could be so overwhelming
Reflecting on how love can be emotionally intense and overwhelming.
I gave my all and you took it
Feeling emotionally drained after giving everything to the relationship.
I felt so small with you have to admit
Feeling diminished or insignificant in the relationship.
I knew I should've taken the sign
Regretting not recognizing signs that the relationship was troubled.
When you told me we were fine
Realizing a missed cue when the person said everything was fine.
Maybe I'll find a way to benefit
Considering finding a way to gain something positive from this experience.
Is there a question when I have seen
Questioning if there's any doubt about what's witnessed.
The way she looks at you now it's a routine
Observing a repetitive pattern in the way another person looks at the person in question.
Over again and again revealing
Reiterating the challenge of managing complex emotions in this scenario.
That it's hard to negotiate feelings
Emphasizing the difficulty in dealing with conflicting emotions.
Cause I was your comfort when you were not with her
Revisiting the role of being a source of comfort when the person wasn't with their primary partner.
Who new love could be so overwhelming
Reiterating the overwhelming nature of love.
Overwhelming
Emphasizing the overwhelming aspect of the situation.
Time consuming
Highlighting the consuming nature of time spent analyzing the situation.
Over analyzing
Expressing the tendency to overthink and excessively analyze the circumstances.
Oh I could've done so much better if I
Regretting not handling things better if the person had stopped worrying.
Stopped worrying
Reflecting on the continuous thoughts about what's happening.
What's happening
Describing the act of being stuck and unable to move forward, feeling stagnant.
Staring at the ceiling
Recalling moments of introspection and feeling trapped in thoughts while lying awake.
Oh why did I have to give you all my time
Regretting investing so much time and energy into the relationship.
Oh I could've done so much better if I
Reflecting on missed opportunities due to excessive investment in the relationship.
Oh why did I have to give you all my time
Regretting giving so much time and dedication to the person.
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