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Journey through Shadows: Kid Dolor's Struggle with Demons and Addiction
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Lyrics

Sorry Mama, Sorry, Sorry Mama

Expressing remorse and apologizing to the speaker's mother.

Uh I'm still getting high, I love getting high, I love getting high til I fall

Admitting a love for getting high and doing so until experiencing a fall.

When I wake up all my demons stay by my side, they stay by my side, they won't go

Upon waking up, acknowledging the persistent presence of inner struggles (demons).

At least I got my pills and weed by my side, yeah they're by my side, I don't know

Grateful for the comfort of pills and weed, unsure of how to handle life.

What to do with my life? I've been running from my past, don't know

Reflecting on a life of running away from past mistakes.

Uh, Yeah, I don't know where to go, where do I really belong, where am I running to

Expressing confusion about one's direction and sense of belonging.

All these pills got me numb, got me feeling real slow, feeling real low oh

Feeling numb and slow due to the influence of pills.

I get high before a session just to feel somethin'. I don't feel nothin', I don't feel none

Using substances to feel something during creative sessions.

Huh, you think you really know about me, huh I don't even know about me

Challenging the listener's understanding of the speaker's true self.

I don't even know where my demons hiding

Uncertain about the location of personal demons.

Pray to God everyday yeah I'm calling it quits

Expressing a desire to end struggles, possibly through prayer.

Uh Villain in the mirror, he's stronger than me

Acknowledging an inner "villain" that is overpowering.

yeah I know I get high, I know I lied, I love your eyes, I love your eyes

Mixing self-awareness about drug use and appreciation for someone's eyes.

Leave me tonight, when I wake up I'm gon' feel alright

Seeking solace through separation and hoping for a better tomorrow.

I'm still getting high, I love getting high, I love getting high til I fall

Repeating the love for getting high and its impact on the speaker.

When I wake up all my demons stay by my side, they stay by my side, they won't go

Reiteration of the persistent presence of inner demons.

At least I got my pills and weed by my side, yeah they're by my side, I don't know

Emphasizing the reliance on pills and weed for support.

What to do with my life? I've been running from my past, don't know

Continuing the struggle to find purpose while avoiding the past.

Uh maybe I just need to be alone for a while.

Contemplating the need for solitude.

Left alone in the wild to explore these highs

Being left alone to explore personal highs and experiences.

Fly So high that I could even touch the sky.

Describing a desire to reach great heights and touch the sky.

When I'm back I'm making You my wife, oh welcome to my life

Expressing a commitment to someone and inviting them into the speaker's life.

I've been in a constant state of depression uh and obsession

Acknowledging a prolonged state of depression and obsession.

They say it's a blessing, uh tell me what is it that I'm meant to be blessed with

Questioning the nature of the supposed blessing amidst ongoing pain.

This pain in my chest, demons won't let me rest

Physical and emotional pain represented by chest pain and persistent demons.

I can't breathe, I can't breathe, I'm drowning in the medicine

Struggling to cope with overwhelming medication, feeling suffocated.

Oh I can't breathe, I can't breathe, I'm drowning in the medicine

Repetition of the suffocating feeling caused by medication.

I'm calling it quits

Expressing a decision to give up or surrender.

I'm still getting high, I love getting high, I love getting high til I fall

Repeating the theme of getting high and its impact on the speaker.

When I wake up all my demons stay by my side, they stay by my side, they won't go

Reiteration of the enduring presence of inner demons.

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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