Lyrics
Too deep i lost myself this my apology
Expressing a feeling of being lost deeply and apologizing for it.
Still living off this pain that's stuck inside of me , I
Continuing to live with emotional pain trapped inside.
Been knowing all along this shit gone change me
Awareness of an inevitable change in oneself due to circumstances.
I grew up in the city niggas can't be
Upbringing in a city environment where certain behaviors are not accepted.
Although a nigga hood don't show that side of me
Despite being from a tough neighborhood, not displaying that side openly.
Dont really do too much just say you proud of me , I
Desire for acknowledgment and support, seeking validation by being praised.
Only speak the real how could you blame me
Commitment to honesty, feeling justified in speaking the truth.
And if we being real these niggas hate me
Recognition of being disliked by certain individuals.
Lord don't let them take me
Prayer or hope to be protected from harm or negativity.
Not talking for my health just know I mean it I
Expressing sincerity and genuine intent in communication.
Keep lyrics in my phone so i can read it
Preserving thoughts and emotions in written lyrics for reflection.
Want love but I don't need It i
Desire for love but feeling independent and not reliant on it.
Mmhmm
Expression of affirmation or agreement.
Not talking for my health just know I mean it I
Reiteration of sincerity and genuine intent in communication.
Keep lyrics in my phone so i can read it
Continuing to keep written lyrics for personal introspection.
Want love but I don't need It i
Desire for love but emphasizing independence.
Keep yo head up don't let them change you
Encouragement to remain true to oneself despite opposition.
Say what you want that make emm hate you
Embracing self-expression even if it attracts hatred from others.
Sit back and let them paint you lies
Advising to observe while others fabricate false narratives.
They'll never story right
Doubting the accuracy of stories being told about oneself.
Stay on your toes one day they'll thank you
Remaining vigilant as someday others may appreciate or acknowledge.
You'll never know where life gone take you
Uncertainty about life's path and its unpredictable nature.
The drugs can't make yo pain feel right
Recognizing that drugs won't alleviate emotional pain.
One day this shit gone change you'll never be the same
Acknowledgment of an anticipated transformative experience.
Too deep i lost myself this my apology
Reiterating the feeling of being deeply lost and apologizing.
Still living off this pain that's stuck inside of me
Continuing to endure and survive with internal pain.
Been knowing all along this shit gone change me
Understanding that circumstances will cause personal change.
I grew up in the city niggas can't be
Background of growing up in a city with restrictions on behavior.
Although a nigga hood can't show that side of me
Contradiction between tough neighborhood and not displaying that openly.
Dont really want too much just say you proud of me
Desire for acknowledgment and validation, seeking praise.
I only speak the real how could you blame me
Commitment to truthfulness and feeling justified in speaking it.
And if we being real these niggas hate me
Acknowledgment of being disliked by certain individuals.
Lord don't let them take me, I'm
Continued plea or hope for protection from harm or negativity.
Not talking for my health just know I mean it
Emphasizing sincerity and genuine intent in communication.
keep lyrics in my phone so i can read it
Continuing to keep written lyrics for personal reflection.
Want love but I don't need It i
Desire for love but stressing independence.
Mhmmm
Expression of affirmation or agreement.
Not talking for my health just know I mean it
Reiteration of sincerity and genuine intent in communication.
keep lyrics in my phone so i can read it
Continuing to keep written lyrics for personal introspection.
Want love but I don't need It i
Desire for love but emphasizing independence.
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