Lyrics
Stuck in this place for years, and knowing I will not meet in the middle
Feeling trapped in a situation for a long time and realizing there won't be a compromise.
I call your phone sometimes, to see if you're here nobody will feel it
Checking if the person is present by calling them, with the fear that nobody will notice or care.
Now we're here again, I'm stuck in this same dark place
Expressing a sense of being stuck in a dark place once again.
I've been stuck in this place for years
Reiterating the feeling of being stuck in the same place for an extended period.
No one to be right here
Feeling alone and abandoned, with no one around.
Do my friends understand the pain, do my friends understand the blame
Questioning if friends understand the emotional pain and responsibility.
Am I the one to take blame, and do I love to hate?
Reflecting on personal accountability and the internal struggle of self-love and self-hate.
Or do I hate to love, I failed myself uh
Expressing a sense of failure and internal conflict regarding self-love and self-hate.
I'm sitting under rust, of what's left of us
Being in a deteriorating state symbolized by rust, possibly referring to a relationship.
There's someone else blame, and I'm the one to hate
Attributing blame to someone else and acknowledging a self-destructive tendency.
I blame myself for the out-ing that we fuck make
Taking responsibility and blaming oneself for relationship issues.
I blame myself for the drugs that I fucking take
Acknowledging responsibility for the use of drugs and its impact on the relationship.
Or do I inter grade, or instigate what's next?
Contemplating whether to integrate or instigate the next steps in the relationship.
Let's focus on more of us, and building the trust of us
Advocating for a focus on building trust and improving the relationship.
If no one's there in the end, you blame yourself for what?
Questioning the worth of blaming oneself if no one is there in the end.
Call my phone give up, or tell me you hear enough
Considering giving up and questioning the other person's commitment.
But you're never here in the end, I'm sad as fuck I know
Expressing sadness about the absence of the person in the end.
Sometimes my love it fades away, I trust no one I take the blame
Acknowledging the fading of love and the refusal to trust others, taking personal blame.
But you're not here to inter grade love
Expressing a desire for the person to understand and integrate into the love.
I choose the drugs to help my pain
Choosing drugs as a coping mechanism for emotional pain.
I need you here all in the rain and as it falls I feel the pain my love
Expressing a need for the person's presence even in difficult times.
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