Lyrics
Pickin' my poison everyday that I wake up
Picking my poison is a daily routine when I wake up.
Feelin' myself so we put a little makeup
Feeling confident, so I apply a bit of makeup.
Its goin down I ain't ready for the shake up
Anticipating a significant event, not prepared for the aftermath.
I know thats its coming all the lies that we've made up
Aware that the consequences are approaching, acknowledging the lies we've created.
There was a price to pay
Reflecting on the cost of actions taken.
Buckets of irony
An abundance of irony in the situation.
I lost so much
Experiencing significant losses that paradoxically feel like a stroke of luck.
But it felt like the lottery
Despite losses, it felt like winning the lottery.
You came onto me
Someone approached romantically.
I wasn't strong to see
Unable to recognize the potential negative outcome.
That Medusa misused us
Referring to a destructive force, possibly a person named Medusa.
And this where the carnage be
The aftermath and destruction caused by Medusa.
I danced with the devil
Engaging in risky behavior or associating with negativity.
I knew what I was doin'
Aware of the consequences while dancing with danger.
If I could go back now
If given the chance, wouldn't repeat a foolish act.
I wouldn't do something that stupid
Regret for a past action, recognizing its stupidity.
Don't matter how much I try
Persistent struggle to return to a familiar, comfortable life.
"Go back to that same old life"
An external voice urging a return to the previous lifestyle.
Telekinesis controlling my mind
Feeling mentally controlled or influenced by an external force.
Remember, what's yours is mine?
Emphasizing the loss of personal boundaries, everything becomes shared.
With you I was whole and defined
With a specific person, felt complete and defined.
Now that your gone I can no longer find
After their departure, feeling lost and incomplete.
The other side
Referring to an unknown or difficult situation.
You changed my life
Acknowledging a significant impact on life caused by another person.
It was for the worse
The impact was negative, causing harm.
In the end you were the worst
Realization that the person was detrimental in the end.
I thought we could make it work
Initial belief that the relationship could succeed.
Lil' hoe gimme back my shirt
Requesting the return of personal belongings.
Blue skies
Contrast between clear skies and confusion or difficulty.
The fog
An atmospheric change, possibly representing a shift in emotions or situation.
Arised
A sudden emergence of something unexpected.
Surprised
Expressing surprise or shock.
I vowed to never let you go
A commitment to holding on, not letting go of something important.
Now I vow to never be controlled
A pledge to resist being controlled in the future.
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