Lyrics
I feel trapped inside this box
I feel confined and restricted within a metaphorical box, symbolizing a sense of entrapment or limitation.
So alone and fucking lost
Experiencing profound loneliness and a feeling of being completely lost or directionless.
Happy times they come and go
Happy moments in life are transient and fleeting.
Will it get better we will never know
Uncertainty about whether the situation will improve in the future.
No way out from what’s to come
Feeling there is no escape from what lies ahead, suggesting a sense of inevitability or hopelessness.
Time to feel comfortably numb
Time to emotionally detach and become numb to the pain or challenges.
Getting wasted all the time
Frequently indulging in activities that lead to feeling wasted, possibly as a coping mechanism.
I don’t remember many nights
Memory loss associated with nights characterized by excess and possibly negative experiences.
Just long convos that lead to breakdowns
Extended conversations that result in emotional breakdowns.
Time to shut these voices out
Deciding to silence internal thoughts or external influences.
People talk and I shut out
Withdrawing from social interactions in response to people talking or sharing opinions.
Because I don’t wanna hear their mouth
Avoiding hearing criticism or unwanted opinions by shutting out others.
You don’t know what I go through
Expressing the uniqueness and personal nature of individual struggles.
It’s not your life and you know it’s true
Emphasizing that others cannot fully understand the challenges because they are not living the same life.
All this time I let go by
Reflecting on the passage of time that was allowed to slip away.
Because it’s dark inside my mind
Describing the internal darkness within the mind, suggesting emotional or mental struggles.
I see nightmares when I sleep
Experiencing disturbing and distressing dreams during sleep.
Alone and crying on my knees
Feeling alone and emotionally vulnerable, expressed through crying on one's knees.
We will fight this awful sadness
Expressing determination to overcome intense sadness and return to a state of happiness.
And return to our happiness
Optimistic anticipation of overcoming difficulties and restoring joy.
Getting wasted all the time
Repetition of the theme of engaging in activities that lead to feeling wasted, possibly as a recurring coping mechanism.
I don’t remember many nights
Continued memory loss associated with nights of excess and potential negative experiences.
Just long convos that lead to breakdowns
Repeating the pattern of extended conversations leading to emotional breakdowns.
Time to shut these voices out
Reiterating the need to shut out internal and external voices or influences.
People talk and I shut out
Continuing the pattern of withdrawing from conversations to avoid unwanted opinions.
Because I don’t wanna hear their mouth
Re-emphasizing the avoidance of hearing criticism or unwanted input by shutting out others.
You don’t know what I go through
Reiterating the idea that others cannot fully comprehend the personal struggles being faced.
It’s not your life and you know it’s true
Reaffirming that the challenges faced are unique and not fully understood by those who have not lived the same experiences.
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