Lyrics
I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
I exhibit ingratitude when experiencing anxiety and depression.
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
An assurance that the intention is not to be sad despite the struggles.
I don't really sleep at night
Difficulty in sleeping at night.
Way too much is on mind
Feeling overwhelmed with thoughts and concerns.
I spend hours tryna balance
Investing significant time in trying to maintain a balance.
Expectations, patience, wasting time
Juggling expectations, patience, and feeling like time is wasted.
While left and right
Amid conflicting advice from various sources.
Everybody's got some free advice
Encountering many opinions, often unsolicited.
All this noise, a thousand voices
Dealing with a cacophony of voices, potentially negative and harmful.
Hit like poison, they're destroying mine
External influences that feel like poison, affecting the mind negatively.
And
A transition to a new thought or aspect.
I keep praying for a way out of this hole
Expressing a desire for a way out of a challenging situation.
I can't take it, medication can't control it
Struggling with a situation that cannot be controlled solely by medication.
No cause
No apparent cause for the struggles.
I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
Reiteration of becoming ungrateful during episodes of anxiety and depression.
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reaffirming the intention of not wanting to be sad despite the emotional state.
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Feeling a sense of shame when told to feel blessed, contrary to the internal struggles.
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reiterating the commitment to not intentionally be in a sad state.
I don't really think things through
Lack of thoughtful consideration despite constant contemplation.
Yet over-thinking's all I do
An internal struggle of overthinking despite a desire to avoid it.
I spend days just contemplating
Spending extended periods contemplating past conversations with regret.
Conversations that I can't undo
Acknowledging a sense of undoable mistakes in past interactions.
And
A transition to a new thought or aspect.
I can't breathe, all eyes on me, can I let go
Feeling suffocated and under scrutiny, contemplating the possibility of letting go.
And I can scream but no one seems to hear at all, no
Expressing a desire to be heard, despite feeling unheard.
I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
Reiteration of becoming ungrateful during episodes of anxiety and depression.
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reaffirming the intention of not wanting to be sad despite the emotional state.
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Feeling a sense of shame when told to feel blessed, contrary to the internal struggles.
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reiterating the commitment to not intentionally be in a sad state.
And I
Repetition of the promise not to be intentionally sad.
I
-I promise I'm not tryna be sad
-And I
-I
-I promise I'm not tryna be sad
-I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
Reiteration of becoming ungrateful during episodes of anxiety and depression.
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reaffirming the intention of not wanting to be sad despite the emotional state.
I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
Reiteration of becoming ungrateful during episodes of anxiety and depression.
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reaffirming the intention of not wanting to be sad despite the emotional state.
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Feeling a sense of shame when told to feel blessed, contrary to the internal struggles.
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reiterating the commitment to not intentionally be in a sad state.
I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
Reiteration of becoming ungrateful during episodes of anxiety and depression.
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reaffirming the intention of not wanting to be sad despite the emotional state.
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Feeling a sense of shame when told to feel blessed, contrary to the internal struggles.
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad
Reiterating the commitment to not intentionally be in a sad state.
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