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Our time together has left me numb for what's to come
Feeling emotionally desensitized due to anticipating the future
I never tried to make something of myself
Never made efforts to achieve personal success
Sometimes I wish that everything could be undone
Wishes for the ability to undo past events
The time has come to look towards something else
Time to shift focus to something new
I must get over all of the time that I have lost
Need to move past wasted time
That I have lost
Reiteration of losing time
I seem to ruin everything for me
Self-sabotage tendencies causing problems
Sometimes it's really hard to breathe
Struggling to cope with difficulties
I hate what I see, reflection of me
Dislike for one's own reflection
Within myself I need to find what I want most
Search for personal desires and goals
Confused about who I'm supposed to be
Feeling uncertain about identity
All that has happened, all I've endured should make me grow
Belief that hardships should contribute to personal growth
I know that there is more than what I see
Awareness of existence beyond immediate perception
But if I could do it again, I know in the end
Regret over past actions despite awareness
I seem to ruin everything for me
Repeated pattern of self-sabotage
Sometimes it's really hard to breathe
Difficulty in managing emotional stress
I hate what I see, reflection of me
Displeasure with self-image
In the end it is what it is. I hate these feelings that I have within
Acceptance of current emotional state with dislike
I am tired of this state that I'm in. Nothing ends if nothing begins
Tired of existing in a stagnant state
Nothing ends if nothing will begin
No progression without initiating change
I seem to ruin everything for me
Continued self-destructive tendencies
Sometimes it's really hard to breathe
Struggling with breathing metaphorically indicates internal turmoil
I hate what I see, reflection of me
Displeasure with self-reflection reiterated
I seem to ruin everything for me
Repetition of self-sabotage pattern
Sometimes it's really hard to breathe
Continued struggle to manage emotional stress
I hate what I see, reflection of me
Dislike for self-reflection reiterated
Reflection of me
Summary: Self-reflection perceived negatively
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