Lyrics
The day I realized it was too late
The realization of a missed opportunity or mistake occurred too late.
That I was fighting against myself
The internal struggle or conflict involves battling against oneself.
Overthinking every little step I take
Excessive contemplation of every small action or decision.
Has been keeping me awake at night
The constant overthinking is causing insomnia or sleeplessness.
I wanted everything, but nothing’s ever good enough
A desire for everything, yet nothing seems satisfying or fulfilling.
How could I be this way?
Questioning one's own nature or behavior.
How could I live my life and not realize that I am the one
Living life without self-awareness, not realizing personal responsibility.
Standing in my own way - standing in my wa-aa-aay, standing in my wa-aa-ay
The realization that the person is hindering their own progress and success.
Waking up already running out of time
Starting the day already feeling rushed or pressured by time.
But maybe that is life
Acceptance that feeling time-poor might be an inherent aspect of life.
Letting my mind go traveling
Allowing the mind to wander while physically staying in one place.
While I remain quietly in place
A contrast between mental exploration and physical stagnation.
I wanted everything, but nothing’s ever good enough
Despite wanting everything, nothing seems to meet expectations.
How could I be this way?
Continued self-reflection on one's own nature or actions.
How could I live my life and not realize that I am the one
Living life without recognizing one's own role in hindering progress.
Standing in my own way - standing in my wa-aa-aay, standing in my wa-aa-ay
Acknowledging self-sabotage and obstructing personal growth.
These fights in my head
Internal conflicts causing mental distress and anxiety.
Driving me insane
Frustration and distress intensify due to ongoing mental battles.
Afraid something's gonna change
Fearful anticipation of change and its potential consequences.
And I hate
An expression of strong dislike or resentment towards something.
These nights in my bed
Nights filled with internal struggles and difficulty in finding peace.
Tryna get some sleep
Attempting to sleep while facing internal turmoil.
For once
An expressed desire for a rare moment of rest or tranquility.
I wanted everything, but nothing’s ever good enough
Yearning for everything, yet facing perpetual dissatisfaction.
How could I be this way?
Ongoing self-reflection and questioning of personal behavior.
How could I live my life and not realize that I am the one
Living without realizing personal responsibility for hindering progress.
Standing in my own way
A reaffirmation of obstructing one's own path to success.
standing in my wa-aa-aay, standing in my wa-aa-aay, standing in my wa-aa-ay
Reiteration of the acknowledgment of self-sabotage.
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