Lyrics
Were you really sad that it's over
The speaker questions if the other person genuinely felt sadness about the end of their relationship.
Knew that it was bad but it's kosher
Acknowledging that the relationship was problematic, but using "kosher" suggests a level of acceptance or justification.
You ain't even mad, I don't know ya
The speaker notes the other person's lack of apparent anger and expresses unfamiliarity with their current emotional state.
Look at what we had, now I'm older
Reflecting on the past and realizing the impact of the relationship, possibly with a sense of maturity.
Were you really sad that it's over
Repeating the inquiry about genuine sadness, emphasizing the emotional aspect of the breakup.
Knew that it was bad but it's kosher
Reiterating the acknowledgment of the relationship's negative aspects but maintaining a sense of acceptance.
You ain't even mad, I don't know ya
Observing the absence of visible anger in the other person and expressing uncertainty about their emotions.
Look at what we had, now I'm older
Continuing to reflect on the past, suggesting the impact of time on understanding the relationship's significance.
I got your pictures inside of a box in the back of my closet
The speaker has physical reminders of the past relationship, stored away, possibly indicating a struggle to let go.
I'm thinking back on the two of us, don't know who to trust cause I lost it
Reflecting on the memories shared with the other person, expressing confusion and distrust following the breakup.
Left me when I needed you
The other person abandoned the speaker during a vulnerable time, causing emotional distress.
Never thought you'd be leaving too
The departure of the other person was unexpected, and the speaker never anticipated being left alone.
I'm 20 going on 21, thought I found the one, but it's hard to do
At a young age (20 going on 21), the speaker thought they found true love but now faces the harsh reality of heartbreak.
Still searching for a reason to keep on going I'm out of options
The speaker struggles to find reasons to continue living and feels limited in choices.
Safe to say since leaving you I barely talk and I'm cautious
Since the breakup, the speaker has become reserved and cautious in interactions with others.
I'm too scared to be someone else and you wanted someone who's flawless
The speaker fears embracing a new identity and acknowledges the other person's desire for perfection.
Way you left me still sticks around, when I think of you it's just darkness
The emotional impact of the breakup lingers, casting a shadow of darkness when thinking about the other person.
What if you kept me around, would you be hearing me now
The speaker wonders about an alternative scenario where the other person chose to stay in the relationship.
Used to be loud, now we ain't talking and making a sound
Reflecting on the silence that replaced the once loud conversations, highlighting the communication breakdown.
I'm hoping you proud, happy and loving yourself in the process
The speaker hopes the other person is content and self-loving despite the relationship's end.
Still you been somewhere inside of my mind
The other person occupies the speaker's thoughts, suggesting lingering emotional attachments.
Every day you continue to cross it
Despite time passing, thoughts of the other person persist in the speaker's mind.
Were you really sad that it's over
Repetition of the initial question, emphasizing the theme of sadness surrounding the end of the relationship.
Knew that it was bad but it's kosher
Reiterating the acknowledgment of the negative aspects of the relationship but accepting them as "kosher."
You ain't even mad, I don't know ya
Observing the absence of visible anger in the other person and expressing uncertainty about their emotions.
Look at what we had, now I'm older
Continuing to reflect on the past, suggesting the impact of time on understanding the relationship's significance.
Were you really sad that it's over
Repeating the inquiry about genuine sadness, emphasizing the emotional aspect of the breakup.
Knew that it was bad but it's kosher
Reiterating the acknowledgment of the relationship's negative aspects but maintaining a sense of acceptance.
You ain't even mad, I don't know ya
Observing the absence of visible anger in the other person and expressing uncertainty about their emotions.
Look at what we had, now I'm older
Continuing to reflect on the past, suggesting the impact of time on understanding the relationship's significance.
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