Lyrics
No I don't wanna feel like I need you
No desire to feel dependent on someone
But I don't wanna feel alone anymore
Desire to avoid loneliness
All I wanna do is to please you
Willingness to please the other person
But I don't know what life has in store
Uncertainty about the future
So I hold you when I wake in the morning
Show of affection in the morning
And I kiss you when I walk out the door
Expressing affection before leaving
Who'd a thought that you'd be so important
Surprise at the importance of the person
Who'd a thought you might make me want more
Surprise at wanting more from the relationship
Me, I been hurting
Expressing emotional pain and the desire for a meaningful connection
With no purpose
-Need me a person
-But I'm nervous
-Me, I been hurting
-With no purpose
-Need me a person
-But I'm nervous
-You're calling me
Receiving a call
Tryna hear through cacophony
Trying to hear amidst chaos
Tryna stay sane but faltering
Struggling to maintain sanity
Tryna keep demons off of me
Battling personal demons
Ease my wrist and use both hands
Seeking comfort through self-harm
Can't lose my grip might snap again
Fearing losing control
And I don't want you to see that, yeah
Desire to hide struggles from the other person
With a smile on your face you know I can't feel bad
Pretending happiness for the other's sake
I'ma go pay just show me where the bill at
Willingness to face consequences
Slide to the place where I sleep at, yeah
Heading to a safe space
Girl I fuck with you, I don't play, that's a real fact
Expressing genuine feelings for the person
I'ma go tell you and you say how I feel back
Seeking acknowledgment of feelings
We make love girl believe that
Emphasizing the depth of the relationship
Sleep was a burden
Turning to distractions to cope with sleepless nights
So we turned up
-Heat in a furnace
-We gon' burn up
-Sleep was a burden
-So we turned up
-Heat in a furnace
-We gon' burn up
-No I don't wanna feel like I need you
Repetition of the earlier themes of independence, loneliness, and uncertainty
But I don't wanna feel alone anymore
-All I wanna do is to please you
-But I don't know what life has in store
-So I hold you when I wake in the morning
-And I kiss you when I walk out the door
-Who'd a thought that you'd be so iamportant
-Who'd a thought you might make me want more
-Me, I been hurting
Continuation of the emotional struggle and desire for connection
With no purpose
-Need me a person
-But I'm nervous
-Me, I been hurting
-With no purpose
-Need me a person
-But I'm nervous
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