Lyrics
It's 4 am and the ceiling is blue again,
Feeling a sense of loneliness or contemplation at 4 am, expressed through the mention of a blue ceiling.
so I light a cigarette,
Using a cigarette as a form of coping mechanism or distraction during a difficult time.
as the sun sets again, filling with its rays,
Observing the sunset and its rays, possibly symbolizing the end of something in the deteriorating neighborhood.
this withered neighborhood.
Describing the neighborhood as withered, suggesting a decline or decay in the area.
And I met some friends at home,
Choosing to stay within the comfort of home and with friends, avoiding the outside world.
cause I'll never leave this walls,
Expressing a commitment to staying within the confines of familiar walls.
I know they worry about me.
Acknowledging the concern of friends for the person's well-being.
And the panic broke into ""I can't do this anymore""
Describing a breaking point where the person declares they can't continue with the current situation.
Disorders without leaving bed.
Experiencing mental health struggles, possibly referring to anxiety disorders that immobilize the person.
I can't figure out why days are getting longer,
Expressing confusion and frustration about the passage of time, possibly in the context of waiting for support or understanding.
waiting for you to care, ground is lava,
Using the metaphor of "ground is lava" to describe a feeling of danger or instability while waiting for someone's care or attention.
ground is lava and so are you,
Extending the metaphor to imply that the person, like the ground, feels unpredictable and unsafe.
but I don't care at all.
Declaring a lack of concern or apathy towards the unstable situation.
It all boils down to nothing,
Summarizing a feeling of emptiness or insignificance in life.
to boast of our wounds,
Rejecting the idea of glorifying or boasting about personal wounds or struggles.
you have not a single idea,
Highlighting the lack of understanding from others about the person's internal struggles.
I'm tired of shaking, I'm a mess.
Expressing fatigue and acknowledging a state of disarray or emotional turmoil.
I can't figure out why days are getting longer,
Repeating the theme of confusion and frustration about the passage of time, possibly emphasizing the ongoing wait for support or understanding.
waiting for you to care, ground is lava,
Reiterating the metaphor of the "ground is lava" and the anticipation of care from someone.
ground is lava and so are you,
Repeating the extension of the metaphor, suggesting that both the ground and the person are perceived as unsafe or unpredictable.
but I don't care at all.
Reaffirming the lack of concern or indifference towards the unstable situation.
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