Lyrics
I fear it won't be too long till I'm gone
Expressing fear about the imminent departure from life.
I fear till I'm gone
Reiterating the fear of the approaching end.
Can't figure out what went wrong
Feeling unable to understand the cause of the troubles.
Why the fuck I don't belong
Questioning one's sense of belonging and purpose.
Everyone is dead to me
Perceiving a disconnection from others, a sense of isolation.
Soon, I will be too
Anticipating one's own demise, expressing a fatalistic perspective.
Everyone is dead to me
Repeating the theme of emotional detachment from others.
Soon, I will be too
Emphasizing the impending personal demise.
Everyone is dead to me
Continuing the sense of emotional numbness towards others.
Soon, I will be too
Reiterating the expectation of personal extinction.
Leave me to rest in a hospital bed
Expressing a desire to find peace and rest in a hospital bed.
I can't stop seeing red
Indicating intense emotional distress, possibly anger.
I want to rest in a hospital bed
Reiterating the wish for rest in a hospital bed, suggesting escape.
Till the day I'm
Interrupted, leaving the audience to wonder about the unfinished thought.
So replace my life with no life
Expressing a desire to replace a seemingly burdensome life with nothingness.
Place me into the room
Describing a desire to be placed in an isolated space, away from others.
Where they won't see me struggling
Expressing a wish to hide personal struggles from others.
Place me into the room
Repeating the desire to be placed in a concealed space.
Where they won't see me struggling
Reiterating the desire for privacy and concealment during hardship.
I fear it won't be too long till I'm gone
Returning to the initial fear of impending departure from life.
I fear till I'm gone
Restating the fear of the approaching end.
At least I'm familiar with this worthlessness
Acknowledging familiarity with a sense of worthlessness.
I'll be here
Committing to being present despite feelings of insignificance.
Not that you'll need me
Anticipating not being needed by others despite the commitment.
But I'll be here
Reassuring availability despite expectations of being unnecessary.
I'll be here
Reiterating the commitment to be present in the face of adversity.
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