I Realize
Realizations Unveiled: Struggles of Identity and Despair
Lyrics
Everyone I thought I count on, has let me die.
Feeling abandoned and betrayed by those trusted, facing a sense of emotional death.
Everyone I thought I could lean on, Has made me cry.
Experiencing emotional pain and disappointment from those relied upon.
Everytime I close my eyes there's nothing there.
A sense of emptiness and lack of meaning when closing one's eyes, perhaps in reflection or despair.
Feeling empty is all I have left, There's nothing else to bare.
Being left with emotional emptiness as the only thing to endure.
And I realize, that I've lost my mind.
A realization of losing mental stability or composure.
And I realize, that I am the lie.
A recognition that one has been living a falsehood or pretense.
It's over, my time to shine.
Acknowledging the end of a period to shine or succeed.
I'm already dead, so why can't I die.
An expression of feeling already emotionally dead, questioning the inability to find peace.
Everything I thought I could see, has disappeared.
Perception of losing the ability to see things as they were.
Everything I thought I could be, Has been drown by fear.
Realizing that fear has drowned the potential of what one could become.
Somehow it seems all I can do, is sit and stare.
Feeling trapped in a state of inaction, reduced to just observing.
Somehow nothing good seems to last, or was it ever there?
Doubting the existence or permanence of anything good.
And I realize, that I've lost my mind.
Reiteration of the realization of losing mental stability.
And I realize, that I am the lie.
Reiteration of realizing living a lie.
It's over, my time to shine.
Reiterating the end of the time to succeed or shine.
I'm already dead, so why can't I die.
Continued expression of feeling emotionally dead, questioning the inability to find release.
Somehow it seems all I can do, is sit and stare.
Reiteration of feeling stuck in a passive state of staring.
Somehow nothing good seems to last...
Continuation of doubt regarding the longevity of anything positive.
And I realize, that I've lost my mind.
Reiteration of the realization of losing mental stability.
And I realize, that I am the lie.
Reiteration of realizing living a lie.
It's over, my time to shine.
Reiterating the end of the time to succeed or shine.
I'm already dead, so why can't I...
Continued expression of feeling emotionally dead, with an unfinished question about the inability to find release.
Realize, that I've lost my mind.
Reiteration of the realization of losing mental stability.
I'm already dead, so why can't I die
Final expression of feeling already emotionally dead, questioning the inability to find peace.
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