Do You
Navigating the Depths of Despair: Merglefler's 'Do You' Reflection
Lyrics
Tell me do you even know
Tell me, do you have awareness or understanding?
All the words I want to say but don’t let go
Are you aware of the unspoken words I wish to express but restrain?
Tell me do you wanna know
Do you desire knowledge or information?
The way I try to say the words that I don’t show
Am I attempting to convey emotions that I keep hidden?
It keeps on popping every night, yeah where’s the glow
An issue resurfaces regularly at night, where is the radiance?
Just tryna walk a few miles, where do I go
Attempting to navigate through challenges, uncertain about the direction
Realized I didn't know, so I tried to let it go
Realized my lack of knowledge, attempted to release it
But the voices in my head don't let it
Inner thoughts prevent letting go
I can't close my eyes without it being tight
Unable to sleep without tension
Realizing all the voices in my fucking mind
Acknowledging the multitude of thoughts in my mind
Try to listen closer, but I can just pretend
Attempting to listen more closely, but it might be a facade
Cause in the end it doesn't matter if I'm fucking dead
Ultimately, the outcome doesn't matter if I'm no longer alive
When will I stop uh
Questioning when the struggles will cease
Realizing that I never
Realizing that self-reflection was lacking
Thought about myself
Not considering my own well-being
Running in circles
Trapped in repetitive patterns
Ain't gonna stop right here
No intention to halt the current situation
Feel like I'm flying
Feeling a sense of liberation
Heavily loaded yeah
Carrying a heavy burden
Tryna get up, can't just deny
Struggling to rise, acknowledging a personal error
My own mistake
Acknowledging and facing my own mistake
Feel like I'm fucking my head from the top
Feeling overwhelmed, as if damaging my own mind
It's fucking disgusting
Finding it repulsive
I'm tryna get it over with
Attempting to conclude or resolve it
I'm done blaming myself
No longer blaming myself
So why don't you shut up
Questioning someone to be silent
Why don't you stop now
Suggesting someone to cease their actions
Why don't you do something
Encouraging someone to take action
Instead of just blaming yourself
Instead of solely blaming oneself, take proactive steps
I can't close my eyes without it being tight
Unable to find peace in sleep
Realizing all the voices in my fucking mind
Realizing the persistent nature of thoughts in my mind
Try to listen closer, but I can just pretend
Attempting to listen more closely, but it might be a facade
Cause in the end it doesn't matter if I'm fucking dead
Ultimately, the outcome doesn't matter if I'm no longer alive
Tell me do you even know
Repetition of line 1
Tell me do you wanna know
Repetition of line 3
In the end, it doesn't matter if I'm fucking dead
Reiteration of the insignificance of the outcome if no longer alive
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