Adderall
Blame Games: Adderall and Broken Bonds
Lyrics
As I recall
Recalling a past event or memory
You never called
There was a lack of communication or contact from the other person
You always blamed
Blaming the effects of Adderall for certain actions or situations
The Adderall for it
Emphasizing the repetition of blaming Adderall
For it
-For it
-For it
-For it
-When we were new
Referencing a past time when they were new to a relationship
I was twenty two
The speaker's age at a particular point in the past
You pushed the blame
The other person deflecting blame onto others instead of taking responsibility
On anyone but you
Reiteration of the other person's behavior of deflecting blame
But you
-But you
-But you
-But you
-There was night screams
Describing nightmarish experiences or turmoil during a period
Horrible dreams
Intense, distressing dreams or nightmares
I'm waiting for
Waiting for memories to become stagnant or stop affecting the speaker
My memories to freeze
Repetition of the desire for memories to halt
To freeze
-To freeze
-To freeze
-To freeze
-There was a drunken Call
Reference to a drunken phone call
Blamed on Aperol
Attributing blame for the call to alcohol (Aperol)
You can't make me
Expressing distrust in the other person's credibility
Believe you after all
Emphasizing the loss of belief in the other person's statements
It all
-It alll
-It all
-It all
-As I recall
Repeating the recollection of past events
You never called
Continued blame on Adderall and lack of communication
You always blamed
-The Adderall for it
-For it
-For it
-For it
-For it
-Some sun rays
Symbolism of hope and positivity (sun rays)
Bound by years of rain
Symbolizing difficulties endured over time (years of rain)
Foggy thoughts
Unclear or confused thoughts
Can't find refrain
Desire to find relief or a break from confusion (refrain)
Refrain
-Refrain
-Refrain
-Refrain
-You never knew what to do
Other person's inability to handle a situation
So you pushed me down
Metaphorical action of pushing the speaker down during a difficult time
While I was barely
Struggling to progress or move forward
Pushing through
Repetition of the ongoing struggle
And through
-And through
-And through
-And through
-It'll take a year
Indicating a potentially long time for a desired change
Or a century
Longing for a mental state of stability or coherence
I'm just hoping
Expressing hope for mental clarity
My mind will meld like glue
Desiring a mental reset or rejuvenation
Refresh
Expressing a desire for renewal and restart
Restart
-Renew
-What if when I awake
Concern about the other person's potential distance or detachment
You've drifted away
Worry about waking up to find the other person gone
And I never have to think
Relief at the prospect of not having to think about the other person
Of you
Hope for a separation or absence from thoughts of the other person
Again
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