Lyrics
Sometimes I feel like cutting break lines
Expressing a feeling of wanting to disrupt stability or safety measures.
Sometimes I feel like slamming doors
Feeling inclined to act abruptly or forcefully by shutting opportunities.
You say you see me and I seem fine
Others perceive a composed exterior, unaware of internal struggles.
Don't know I'm sleeping on the floor
Concealing personal hardships or distress from others.
Cause when it hurts like that
Referencing enduring emotional pain.
You know that I'll be coming back
Despite hardships, there's a tendency to return to familiar, painful situations.
Oh cause I'm an addict like that
Admitting to dependency on distressing circumstances.
You know that I'll be using that
Utilizing the pain as a coping mechanism.
As a crutch for my shame
Using pain as a temporary support for self-blame.
No one here is left to blame
Recognizing a lack of responsibility or fault in current circumstances.
I overdosed and I'm
Hinting at excessive exposure to something harmful.
Overused and it's
Indicating an excessive, repetitive use causing negative effects.
Kind of crazy cause I've never been enough for you
Feeling inadequate despite efforts in a relationship.
Sometimes I feel like cutting brake lines
Repetition of the desire to disrupt stability or safety measures.
Sometimes I feel like slamming doors
Continued inclination towards abrupt or forceful actions.
You say you see me and I seem fine
Others still perceive a composed exterior despite inner turmoil.
Don't know I'm sleeping on the floor
Continuing to conceal personal struggles from others.
Cause when it hurts like that
Reiteration of enduring emotional pain.
You know that I'll be coming back
Despite pain, the tendency to return to distressing situations remains.
Oh cause I'm just manic like that
Describing impulsive behavior driven by extreme emotional highs.
You know that I'll be using that
Using these extreme emotional states as a coping mechanism.
I was trying to manage
Attempting to handle and control the damage caused by emotional turmoil.
All the breakage and the damage
Referring to the wreckage and harm resulting from emotional struggles.
It was cryptic
Describing a situation as puzzling or unclear.
Maybe cyclic
Suggesting a repetitive pattern or cycle in the turmoil experienced.
I don't wanna wreak havoc
Expressing a desire not to cause chaos or destruction.
Did you really think that I would try to stay
Questioning the expectation of remaining in a difficult situation.
After all my broken sentimental pain
Reflecting on past emotional pain and broken attachments.
I don't need you here that's why I ran away
Asserting independence by physically removing oneself from the source of pain.
I don't need you here I'm gone like yesterday
Emphasizing the decisiveness and finality of the departure from the pain-causing situation.
Did you really think that I would try to stay
Reiteration of questioning the expectation to endure difficult circumstances.
After all my broken sentimental pain
Reiterating past emotional pain and its effect on attachments.
I don't need you here that's why I ran away
Reasserting independence by emphasizing the choice to leave.
I don't need you here I'm gone like yesterday
Reiterating the decisiveness and permanence of the departure.
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