Lyrics
I’m just another 90’s baby
I identify as a person born in the 1990s.
It seems like my friends, they don’t like me lately
I sense a shift in my friendships, with my friends seemingly distancing themselves from me recently.
Everything looks really nice on my skin
Externally, everything in my life appears positive and attractive.
But everything’s a big mess looking in
Internally, my life is chaotic and complicated.
No, I got nothing new to say
I don't have any new or significant information to share.
Search the whole earth, it’s been done yesterday
Exploring the world, but it seems like everything has already been discovered.
Got a fire inside me, felt the spark
I have a passion or ambition within me, and I've experienced a moment of inspiration.
But I wanna make it rain on it, sell some cars
I want to achieve success and financial stability, symbolized by making it rain and selling cars.
I guess sometimes I’m just so tired of trying
There are times when I feel exhausted from making an effort.
And I guess sometimes I love the thought of dying
Occasionally, I am drawn to the idea of embracing death.
I believe there’s a God and we’re friends
I believe in a higher power, and I consider it a friendly connection.
Though I don’t deserve it, I know how it ends
Despite my shortcomings, I am aware of the eventual outcome.
And I’ve been in love at least a few times
I have experienced love multiple times.
Most of those ended me on the floor crying
Most of these experiences ended in emotional pain and tears.
One of them stayed, but it’s not a movie
One love stayed, but it's not a fairy-tale scenario.
Where everyone’s happy, and nobody’s fuming
Real relationships involve conflicts and emotions, unlike perfect movie scenes.
About what you said the night before
Referencing a past argument and its aftermath.
And when she stormed off and slammed the door
Describing a moment when someone left angrily and slammed a door.
And when you went in to take it back
Regretting words spoken, but the other person is unavailable due to a panic attack.
But she’s in the shower, panic attack
Seeking spiritual guidance and support, despite feeling cursed.
Spirit, surround you, just give me the words
Requesting divine inspiration but struggling with personal challenges.
But I’m breaking down and still stuck with the curse
Feeling overwhelmed and trapped by difficulties.
I don’t really, don’t really know what to say
Expressing uncertainty and a lack of words to convey feelings.
Get out of my head, it’s too much to take
An urgent plea to clear intrusive thoughts and emotions.
I don’t really know what to say
Reiterating a sense of confusion and an inability to express oneself.
I don’t really know what to say
Repeating the struggle of not knowing what to say.
I don’t really know what to say
Continuing to emphasize the difficulty in finding the right words.
I don’t really know what to say
Reiterating the challenge of expressing oneself appropriately.
This will not work if I’m alone
Acknowledging the need for companionship; solitude is not conducive to success.
Guess I’m the one who needs saving
Realizing personal vulnerabilities and the need for rescue or support.
You don’t believe me, it’s okay
Others may doubt my struggles, but that's acceptable.
I’m just another 90’s baby
Reiterating the identity as a person born in the 1990s.
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