Lyrics
Waking up
Feeling the beginning of consciousness
In the shadow of doubt
Existing in a state of uncertainty or hesitation
Second guessing everything that's coming out of my mouth
Doubting and questioning everything spoken
I have nothing
Expressing emptiness or lack of substance
Nothing to convey
Unable to communicate or share meaningful thoughts
No words left to say
Depleted of words and unable to articulate
You wouldn't listen anyway
Perceived indifference or lack of receptiveness from others
I can't relate to what anybody's playing
Unable to connect with the content of others' expressions
It's all the same, just different names
Perceiving similarity in various situations or experiences
Rewritten again and again
Repeatedly experiencing and witnessing the same patterns
It gets stuck in my head
An idea or melody persistently occupying the mind
For days on end
Continuing for an extended period without resolution
A victim of shame
Being subjected to feelings of guilt or disgrace
A slave to desire
Enslaved by one's own cravings or ambitions
And I can't help but to feel so uninspired
Experiencing a lack of motivation or enthusiasm
Theres nothing left to say
Feeling that there is nothing more to express
Build it up just to break it down
Constructing something only to dismantle it
Try again with a different sound
Attempting again with a different approach or style
Lost sight
Losing a clear vision or perspective
Blowing smoke
Creating illusions or falsehoods
Make it up as I go
Adopting a spontaneous and improvisational approach
It comes in waves and it fades away
Experiencing fluctuations in emotions that fade
Before I find the words to say
Struggling to find the right words before emotions subside
Instrument of pain
Being a tool or medium for experiencing pain
Nothing left to gain
Nothing substantial to achieve or acquire
I'm living a lie where I can't complain
Living a life where complaints are suppressed
A victim of shame
Subjected to feelings of guilt or disgrace (repeated)
A slave desire
Enslaved by one's own cravings or ambitions (repeated)
And I can't help but to feel so uninspired
Experiencing a lack of motivation or enthusiasm (repeated)
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