Lyrics
Heartbreak feels like an old dream
Heartbreak feels like a distant memory.
Feels like a demon i cannot shake him
Heartbreak is like a persistent demon that the singer cannot escape.
I have no one to turn to
The singer feels abandoned with no one to seek solace from.
The people have left me
People have deserted the singer.
I'm dead to my family
The singer feels emotionally detached or estranged from their family.
O-o-o oh o-o-o oh
(Repetition of sounds, possibly expressing emotional turmoil.)
It's your heart that I'll call
The singer finds solace in the thought of the person's heart.
I am alive and here after all i am alive
The singer is grateful for being alive despite challenges.
That's my consolation prize
The realization of being alive serves as the singer's consolation prize.
There are no bruises to cover
No visible wounds mask the internal pain.
The bleeding's internal
The suffering is hidden within, and the singer is told to remain silent.
I'm told to be quiet so
The singer is compelled to stay quiet.
No one knows I'm dying
The singer is experiencing a metaphorical death without anyone being aware.
No one know he's lying
Someone is lying, and the truth is hidden from others.
It's your heart that I'll call
The person's heart is still a source of comfort for the singer.
I am alive and here after all i am alive
The singer affirms their existence and gratitude for being alive.
That's my consolation prize
The singer finds consolation in being alive.
I'm not afraid to fall
The singer is not afraid of facing challenges or difficulties.
I am still standing here after all
Despite hardships, the singer is still standing strong.
I didn't die that's my consolation prize
Surviving is the singer's consolation prize.
I spose I should thank you
The singer acknowledges the need to thank someone for setting conditions that led to growth.
You set the conditions
Conditions set the stage for the singer to learn independence.
For me to learn to be alone
The singer had to face loneliness as a result of lies and denials.
You lied and denied and you forced me to see
The singer was forced to see the potential to create a life independently.
I can make my life on my own
The singer realizes the ability to lead their own life.
It's your heart that I'll call
The person's heart remains a source of strength for the singer.
I am alive and here after all i am alive
The singer affirms their existence and gratitude for being alive.
That's my consolation prize
The singer finds consolation in being alive.
I'm not afraid to fall
The singer is unafraid of facing challenges or difficulties.
I am still standing here after all
Despite hardships, the singer is still standing strong.
I didn't die that's my consolation prize
Surviving is the singer's consolation prize.
That's my consolation prize
(Repetition of the idea of survival as a consolation prize.)
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