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You were always tryna get me out of your world
You were constantly attempting to remove me from your life.
But I was too blind to get away from you
I was unable to see clearly enough to distance myself from you.
Let me tell you just one thing as we're separated
As we're no longer together, there's one thing I want to convey.
I am just glad that it ended
I'm relieved that our relationship has concluded.
You were always tryna tell me I was not good enough
You persistently conveyed that I wasn't adequate.
But I didn't see as I was too, too in love with you
However, I was too deeply in love to perceive this.
I was too naive when you told me I was your one and only
I was too innocent to realize your claim that I was your sole love interest was untrue.
But now I know that you were lying
Now, I understand you were deceitful.
Just tell me one thing I did wrong
I'm seeking understanding of my faults.
Why were you tryna avoid me all day long
Why were you avoiding me throughout the day?
Your words were making me choke
Your words were suffocating me emotionally.
But I thank you for making me so strong
However, I appreciate you for strengthening me.
So buddy let me tell you why all this happened
Allow me to explain why this situation unfolded.
It was you who ruined all my effort
You were the cause of ruining our connection.
I was tryna to keep the bond between us
I was striving to maintain our bond strongly.
So strong
To keep it resilient and unbroken.
I was telling you I missed you every fucking hour
I expressed missing you intensely and frequently.
We didn't talk but then I didn't have the power
However, I lacked the strength to continue.
To keep trying and trying while my words were useless
Despite my efforts, my words seemed ineffective.
Every day but you just didn't notice
Every day, but you remained oblivious.
My effort, my effort my fucking effort
My continuous effort to elicit a reciprocal response.
To make you say the same things or even better
Desiring you to express similar sentiments or even stronger.
Not care, you seemed to not care
You seemed indifferent, uncaring.
About anything, everything, is that even fair?
Indifferent to everything—was it fair?
Tell me, tell me, tell me
Repeatedly asking for an explanation.
Why you acted like a jerk
Why did you behave poorly?
Did you do it on purpose?
Was it intentional?
Were you tryna tell me
Were you indicating I wasn't deserving?
I wasn't worth it?
That I wasn't of value to you?
Tell me one thing I did wrong
Asking again for clarification on my mistakes.
Why were you tryna avoid me all day long
Why the consistent avoidance?
Your words were making me choke
Your words were emotionally stifling me.
But I thank you for making me so strong
Yet, grateful for the strength gained.
So strong
Emphasizing the newfound strength.
Tell me just one thing I did wrong
Seeking to understand the specific action that led to my growth.
Which made me so, so strong
What specifically caused this significant strength?
Tell me
A final plea for an explanation.
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