Lyrics
I could be a recovering dope addict
Reflecting on the possibility of overcoming addiction
I could be recovering from a stroke at an intensive care unit
Considering recovery from a severe medical condition
I just mean it could be worse
Expressing gratitude for the current situation, acknowledging it could be worse
I could get submersed in some toxic competitions
Warning about potential involvement in unhealthy competitions
Being competitive is what convinced me to admit it
Admitting that competitiveness played a role in self-realization
Sometimes I've contemplated if I need to be admitted
Contemplating the need for professional admission or help
If someone asked me to then I'd probably have did it
Will consider professional help if someone suggests it
Ever since a kid I've been committed
Expressing a lifelong commitment to certain values or pursuits
It lead me to myself, and I don't recognize where I'm sitting
Acknowledging a disconnection from oneself and the current state
30 something years and I still don't get it
Expressing confusion about personal understanding despite years of experience
Why does everyone else seem so different?
Questioning the perceived differences between oneself and others
Why do I hate being by myself but need distance?
Conflicting feelings about solitude and the need for distance
And why is all this fucking anxiety so persistent?
Expressing frustration with persistent anxiety
I made it where I'm at cause I'm consistent
Attributing success to consistency and hard work
These other rappers couldn't rock a crowd if they were part of Limp Bizkit
Comparing oneself to other rappers and asserting competence
I'm crazy but I still handle my business
Despite personal challenges, effectively managing professional responsibilities
Show respect get respect if you don't then it's different
Emphasizing the importance of mutual respect
I walk around the block feeling lonely
Feeling lonely while walking around the block
Next moment I'm The Rock on my "know your role, jabroni"
Switching between contrasting emotions, referencing Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson
I'm not certain but I think they'd call it manic
Suspecting manic behavior or mood swings
First I'm Lil Yachty them I'm sinking Titanic
Describing unpredictable shifts in self-perception
When you see me in the bar wearing sandals
Using the choice of attire as an indicator of stress or overwhelmed feelings
That's when you know I'm doing more than I can handle
Feeling overwhelmed and indicating signs of struggling
I think I'm at my wits then I'm not
Uncertain about mental state and stability
I know if I don't manage this then I don't have a shot
Acknowledging the need for effective self-management to succeed
That's all mental health really is
Defining mental health as the choice between succumbing or giving one's best
You gonna let it get you or just give all you can give?
Prompting a choice between letting mental health challenges control or overcoming them
I don't recognize where I'm at
Expressing a disconnection or lack of recognition regarding one's current state
Life's moving fast, think I like it like that
Enjoying the fast pace of life but unsure if it is preferable
Trying to make it back to the crib
Attempting to return home but dissatisfied with the current living situation
But I don't know why, I don't like where I live
Expressing discontent with the current living environment
Sometimes your homes not the best place for you
Recognizing that one's home may not be the best place for personal well-being
Cause thats the place that triggers the most stress for you
Identifying the home as a source of significant stress triggers
You do the most for 'em but they do less for you
Acknowledging unbalanced efforts in relationships
Sometimes you gotta just do what's best for you
Encouraging prioritizing personal well-being over pleasing others
And sometimes your homes not the best place for you
Reiterating the idea that home may not be the best environment for personal growth
Cause thats the place that triggers the most stress for you
Highlighting the stress-inducing nature of the home environment
You do the most for 'em but they do less for you
Reiterating the imbalance in efforts within relationships
Sometimes you gotta just do what's best for you
Stressing the importance of making choices that prioritize personal well-being
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