For the Diva
Journey through Self-Discovery: For the Diva
Lyrics
I think I need some time away
I feel the need for some time alone
Some time to sit and think
This time is for introspection and contemplation
About every word I say
Reflecting on my words and their impact
And how it's driving me insane
Words are causing me mental distress
I hate me
I dislike myself
And lately
Recently feeling self-isolated
I talk only to myself
Communication limited to internal dialogue
I'm angry
Experiencing anger
Still drinkin
Continuing to consume alcohol for solace
Cause it's the only thing that helps
Alcohol is a coping mechanism
I'm so hooked on you
Strong attachment or addiction to someone
I shook the truth
Confronted and accepted the truth
I tried to live in my denial
Resisting reality and living in denial
Outcasted out of style
Feeling excluded and outdated
I don't know what's true
Uncertain about what is true
But I'll trust in you
Choosing to trust someone
Should I trust in you
Contemplating whether trust is justified
Should I trust in you
Repetition emphasizing the question of trust
Should I trust in you
Doubt and questioning trust
I really think I found the one
Believing to have found a special person
The way she makes me bite my tongue
Feeling compelled to keep secrets about the person
And not tell anyone because
The desire for privacy in the relationship
You just want the world to hush
Wanting a silent world around the relationship
Please face me
Asking for acknowledgment and confrontation
I'm changing
Undergoing personal transformation
To the person you might love
Changing for the sake of potential love
I'm pacing
Feeling restless and anxious
And chasing
Pursuing and striving due to self-doubt
Cause I don't think I am enough
Insecurity about personal worth
I'm so hooked on you
Reiteration of attachment or addiction
I shook the truth
Accepting and confronting the truth again
I tried to live in my denial
Continuing to resist reality and fit in
Outcasted out of style
Feeling excluded and not conforming
I don't know what's true
Uncertainty about what is true persists
But I'll trust in you
Choosing to trust despite uncertainty
Should I trust in you
Reiteration of the question about trust
Should I trust in you
Repeating the doubt and inquiry about trust
Why should I
Expressing skepticism about trust
Trust a single word from you
Questioning the credibility of spoken words
When all you do is lie
Loss of trust due to habitual dishonesty
You lie
Emphasizing the act of lying
How did you
Reflecting on the failed expectations
Think we'd work
Realization that the relationship is doomed
We never do
Acknowledging the futile attempts
I never should have tried
Regret over attempting the relationship
You try
Acknowledging the futile effort
Let's go
Expression of frustration or readiness to move on
Huh
Exclamation or release of emotion
Go
Encouragement or command to move forward
Yeah
Acknowledgment or affirmation
Huh
Exclamation or expression of emotion
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