Lyrics
I've been on my own before
I have experienced solitude in the past
Or so I thought
My perception was incorrect
I didn't know
I was unaware
But not anymore
But that's not the case anymore
I fought my mind before
I struggled with my own thoughts previously
All that's done was
All my actions were causing harm
Doing harm
Resulting in damage to my soul and heart
To my soul and heart
Feeling empty and burdensome
Blank and a burden too
I believed I deserved it
I deserved to
I thought I should be alone
Be alone
It was ingrained in me
That's how I've been taught
Now I feel emotionally detached
Now I feel like I'm numb
Unable to sense things correctly
To feeling right
Occasionally, I struggle to feel right
Once in a while
Explaining why I've been absent
That's why I've been gone
Recalling past battles with my own mind
I fought my mind before
Actions that caused harm in the past
All that's done was
Resulting in damage to my soul and heart
Doing harm
Continuing the theme of self-inflicted harm
To my soul and heart
Impact on my inner self and emotions
Lean on my side my love
Seeking support from my loved one
I was used to
I used to be familiar with feeling lost
Feeling lost
But that's not the case anymore
But not anymore
Feeling empty and burdensome
Blank and a burden too
I believed I deserved it
I deserved to
I thought I should be alone
Be alone
It was ingrained in me
That's how I've been taught
I believed I deserved it
I deserved to
Emphasizing the belief in deserving solitude
I deserved to
Repetition, reinforcing the belief in solitude
I deserved to be alone
Reiterating the belief in deserving to be alone
But not anymore
But that's not the case anymore
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